Let Go √ [ Rewrite ]

7

Warning

• Mention of rape

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After Hoseok raped him with Jeongguk, he had been more quiet.

Hoseok had ignored him and not making any effort to apologize or do anything.

But Taehyung could feel Hoseok's eyes on him. Looking at him with lust.

It made him shiver. Made him feel uncomfortable. Made him want to vomit. It felt disgusting.

Hoseok never touched him thought. Taehyung was glad he didn't touch him.

Taehyung hated his life. He don't know what did he do to deserve this. He was kind. He believe he was kind.

He never complain to his parents. Always tried to make them happy. Take care of his siblings. Stay out of trouble.

Taehyung have done so many good deeds since he was a child.

When Jeongguk came to his life. He thought the older was a gift. After all his hardship and pain, he thought Jeongguk was God's gift for him.

But he was wrong. Jeongguk was nowhere near a gift. He was more like a nightmare that won't go away.

The kind that haunted him, crawl under his skin and make him stayed up late unable to sleep.

Taehyung wanted to run. But he knew he can't. Jeongguk will find him. He always do.

Taehyung stared blankly at the ceiling of Jeongguk's bedroom. He heard the door opening and closing but he couldn't care less.

Taehyung could see Jeongguk sitting on the edge of the bed. He closed his eyes when Jeongguk run his finger along his hair.

He waited for the tug. The harsh pull. But nothing come. Instead Jeongguk slowly and gently patted his head.

Taehyung sighed in content. Jeongguk mood was great today so he don't want to ruin it.

" Gguk.. Do you love ever love me..? "

Taehyung asked. He had been wanting to ask the question since the first time Jeongguk laid his hands on him. Jeongguk stopped patting his head.

" I do love you.. And still is "

Taehyung's eyes brimmed in tears. He bit his bottom lips.

" Then why? "

Jeongguk then smiled. Taehyung could see that it was not a sincere and kind smile. It was more evil than anything.

" I love you Taehyung but that doesn't mean I don't want to break you.. "

Hearing Jeongguk's words Taehyung stayed quiet.

" My turn to ask. Do you love me? "

As much as Taehyung wanted to say no he was still indeed love Jeongguk. Maybe he was even still in love with Jeongguk.

" Y-yes.. "

Taehyung stuttered out. He looked down.

" Will you leave me? "

Taehyung wanted and will if he can. But he knew he won't ever can do that.

" N-No. "

Jeongguk pecked his lips lightly. He brushed his finger against Taehyung's hair. He lowered himself to whisper in Taehyung's ears.

" Good.. Because I'm not planning to let you go any sooner.. "