Let Go √ [ Rewrite ]

8

Warning

• smut with consent

• soft smut

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How Taehyung lose his virginity to Jeongguk was sweet and gentle.

Jeongguk waited for almost a year. He never forced Taehyung into anything.

Taehyung felt so grateful and happy. Taehyung didn't really like the idea of sex.

His father used to force him to do things he don't want. So as time passed, Taehyung grew to have a great dislike toward the idea of sex.

He had tried to move on but whenever he let Jeongguk touched him.

He started to panic. Anxiety building inside of him. And then he would broke down.

Memories of the past and the one that he badly wanted to erase and forget started to play in his mind.

Jeongguk like always embraced him. He gently rubbed Taehyung's back. He said nothing. No sweet words like most people said when calming someone.

He was just there. Breathing calmly while rubbing Taehyung's back. Taehyung closed his eyes and listen to Jeongguk's heartbeat.

" I'm sorry gguk.. "

Like always Taehyung would apologize. He was so disappointed of himself.

He wanted to give Jeongguk's his virginity. He wanted Jeongguk to be his first.  He wanted to make love with Jeongguk.

Taehyung stared at Jeongguk with determination. He was nervous and afraid but he can't be a scaredy cat forever.

Jeongguk looked at him in confusion. Confused that the previous panicking boy was now staring at him with a determined look.

" Gguk.. I'm ready... "

Taehyung whispered. He mentally pat himself for not stuttering.

" Do you really want to do it? You know I'll wait until you're ready. No matter how long.. "

Jeongguk said. He looked at Taehyung worriedly. Taehyung took a deep breath.

" I want to do it.. Please Jeongguk.. "

Jeongguk sighed. He nodded. Taehyung smiled and muttered a small thank you under his breath before laying on the bed.

Jeongguk hovered above Taehyung. He looked at taehyung to make sure that the younger was ready. Taehyung smiled and nodded.

" Say stop if you want me to stop ok? "

Taehyung nodded again. Jeongguk slowly and hesitantly kissed Taehyung's neck. While he use his free hand to unbutton his white shirt.

Taehyung was already naked because they tried to have sex before that. But once Jeongguk's palm was wrapped around his cock, he panicked.

Usually they would stop instantly and sleep instead but today Taehyung decided to fight his fear.

Jeongguk gently wrapped his palm around Taehyung's cock. He looked at Taehyung and was about to stop when he saw the other's teary eyes but Taehyung stopped him.

" Don't.. "

Jeongguk bit his lips in worry but continue anyway. He slowly run his palm up and down Taehyung's length.

Taehyung moaned. He breathed  heavily. He was glad that the memories don't come out.

He was still a little afraid but he was with Jeongguk and he trusted him. So Taehyung don't feel afraid at all. Because he was with Jeongguk.

Jeongguk poured lube on his hand and slowly inserted one finger in Taehyung's hole, gently fingering him.
Taehyung covered his mouth with his hand trying to silent himself.

" Let me hear your beautiful moans baby.. "

Jeongguk whispered. Taehyung obeyed and let out a loud moan when Jeongguk's long finger hit his bundle of nerves.

Jeongguk's pace fastened and he added another finger. He took them out and positioned himself against Taehyung's hole.

" You ready baby..? "

Taehyung nodded quickly. He let out a breathy moan when Jeongguk's girth entered him.

Jeongguk stopped moving when he was fully in Taehyung. He waited for the younger to adjust and stared at the boy's beautiful face to look for any discomfort.

" M-move.. "

Taehyung finally whispered. Jeongguk move his hips slowly and gently not wanting to hurt the younger.

" M-more.. Ggukie - ah! "

Taehyung was fully sobbing in pleasure. His body covered in sweat and his back arched prettily when Jeongguk hit his prostate.

" I love you baby.. "

Jeongguk groaned out. His pace fastened. Taehyung moaned and scratched Jeongguk's back leaving nail marks.

"G-gonna cum. W-wanna c-come.. "

Taehyung stuttered out. Jeongguk used his hand to play with Taehyung's pretty pink cock.

Taehyung come with a moan. Jeongguk doesn't stop thrusting in him, chasing his own orgasm.

He released his seed in Taehyung and slowly pulled out. He kissed Taehyung's sweaty forehead lovingly.

" I'm proud of you.. "

Taehyung giggled. He pecked jeongguk's lips lovingly.

" Taetae love you ggukie! "

" Ggukie love taetae too. Always "