Everything's change in the RFA and I don't know what's happening..
I heard that yoosung had an accident since he meet up with rika..
Then Jumin and jaehee has still no response on my messages these past few weeks..
I guess they're being busy about the company..
Well Zen? He's being busy on his new lines but he's online in an often way..
And him.....?
I don't know ..
He suddenly gone on the RFA chatroom..
After a several months...
God I missed him..
Then yesterday I've received V's Message
But after I read it
I was happy that luciel will stayed at my apartment..
But in a sad side part...
He'll just watch me while working..
I missed him so much....
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*******
Next day...
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He's finally here
But its unexpectedly to see him with a cold stare and a serious expression...
"Luciel, I just make you some meals^^"I smiled at him, but...still no change ..
"Hmm thats great to hear then,since I was tired from working "he said while his not looking at me but...why?
Why he's eyes was cold?
It feels like someone's stabbing me ...deep inside..
I watch him quietly while he was eating what I cook for him
He's different than the 707 in RFA chatroom
He's being too cold ,I mean he has an icy aura around him
I slap my consciousness side
Then look at him again ..
He has a bright red haired and yellow gray glasses
He has a pointed nose ,a golden paired of eyes and a pinkish soft lips ..
No wonder why he's so very attracting and good-looking without no glasses
" MC?"
You called me by my name then I answered "hmm?"
"Are you okay? You look paled" he seems to be worried about me so I felt some gladness in my heart
"No,im fine ,it's just..I didn't sleep well hehe.." but deep inside? I'm so worried about him so much...
Well he was long gone in the RFA so every time I woke up ,I always look at the chat room if he's back..
He's the only one who can make my heart beats fast
He's the hacker guy but as he said? 'im a dangerous guy so stay away'
But still....I don't care
I loved him from the start...
He's the reason why I'm still at the RFA even the party has finished since 2 years ago...
And he's the reason why ...
he's the reason why...I'm still into him...
******
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After I finished washing the dishes
I walk through the living room..
Then I'm not wrong..
He's still working in the front of his laptop while he's wearing his headset
I sat at the sofa while looking at he's back..
I don't know but..
I'm still feeling this sadness through in me
I missed the 707 who loves pranks and jokes
And he was a honey Buddha chips lover too..
I've always laughing and smiling coz of his presence ,his sense of humor...and he's warm and soft love towards to the RFA members and mostly...me
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The other days past...
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When I tried to called him by his name "saeyoung ,the meals are ready!"
Then he'll always answered was "I'm busy ,I'll gonna eat that after this.."
I just think of entering my room quietly..
While he was still at the living room..
I suddenly sat at the floor and leans my head on the bed sheet
I don't know but ..
I found myself crying all of a sudden..
Why he always avoiding me?
Why he just stay still and be silent ?
I really want some answers from him..
But how?
How can I approach him?
I really meant it..
So I decided to ask him tomorrow..
If I had a chance to talk to him...
But for now?
I have no strength enough to ask him for a while..
I didn't know but..
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All went black..
*****
[Inside of her dreams]
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I just saw myself laying at the middle of a forest...
I was wearing a white dress then ...
I look around ,it was full moon
....
So I stand up from laying in the ground
I think I was in the movie called harry potter place ? Haha lolol
Then while I was walking around the forest
It's too creepy in this place
Then I was suddenly stop from walking at the middle of a forest..
There's a two little kids but if you take a look closely, they're look like a twins
As you can see of their hair has the same color,it's a paired of Red haired...
"Saeyoung, d-do you think our mom wouldn't catch us? I'm scared.. " The green shirt kid said while he was strembling from his fears
"Don't worry, just trust me, we can escape in this place quietly "the kid who's wearing some glasses said while he was trying to smile ..in a pretend way
Wait.. He looks familiar..
Then..
"Well well where do you think you're going stupid kids?"
"Saeyoung, let's go! "The green shirt kid said as he pulls saeyoung's arm
But... They stop when they suddenly heard the sound of a gun
"ahhh!!! Let me go!! "
*bogsh
The woman slaps the green shirt kid in the face using the gun
"Shut up saeran!"the woman said
"Mom! Set us free! Please!! " I saw with his two eyes, he was crying, Same as his brother
"Do you want to leave this place? Well there's only one who can escape in this place! "
"s-saeyoung... Hurry and run.. "
"What?! I don't want to leave you here!-"
"Please! Just go but promise me you'll come back.... Remember what we promise to each other.. Right? I'll be okay... " after he said that.. I saw the tears are suddenly falling through his both cheeks..
Then...
Saeyoung nods as he clenched his both fist then he started to run away
"Hey come back here saeyoung! I'm not done yet!! " then she looks at the green shirt kid and "you! You ruined my plans !-"
She was surprise that saeran just hit the gun by his left arm then the gun falls from the ground and he tries to get the gun but he was stop by the woman
"Aaahhh!! I'm not gonna let you kill our dad! "He shouted as he cries..
****end of her dream***
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I was suddenly woke up from my dream...
What's all about those dreams that i've been seen?
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