Losing Her

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She was my protector,friend,angel and somebody I could talk to when I'm sad and she would pick me back up but all of that changed on a sad Sunday she told me these hateful things like Stalker,Sicko,Creep,You don't mean anything to me,there's no room in my heart for you,my family hates you and Shawn dose not even know we exist my tears fell deep as the wound got bigger and bigger I felt me slowly slip into the darkness and get swallowed by it I looked up to her so good I did not want her to leave me I held my heart at the foot of my stomach where it was supposed to be I squished it tight as it broke apart delicate and broken I looked on the ground and there was my broken heart I fell to the floor crying I wanted her back so bad I put my red hair on the left pieces on the ground thinking of her crying I tried to be tough like her but it was impossible if only she knew why I was being sick a bitch all the time and knew that I actually was not stalking her I was just trying hard to keep her company but I was so stupid to think that we could be... never mind but she meant my world I thought we could face the world together ruling it I opened my yearbook flipping to the page of her keeping my feet on that page as my other foot touched her face I was not as strong but I still missed her I still thought of her

 never mind but she meant my world I thought we could face the world together ruling it I opened my yearbook flipping to the page of her keeping my feet on that page as my other foot touched her face I was not as strong but I still missed her I st...

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i went into a pretzel shape I could not really hold it for long I put my finger across her picture and missed her like hell.

i went into a pretzel shape I could not really hold it for long I put my finger across her picture and missed her like hell

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I went to grab my I pad to really get a good look at her and I did my  stretches well looking at her picture.

I missed her a lot being a contortionist was one thing but missing her was a whole other thing she always made me happy always but now I feel things are different between us now she was darker and colder now I could feel her hatred run down my spi...

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I missed her a lot being a contortionist was one thing but missing her was a whole other thing she always made me happy always but now I feel things are different between us now she was darker and colder now I could feel her hatred run down my spine and I could feel her anger in my head she was not happy at all instead she was pissed I had powers that I never told her about I could empath on her and how she was feeling I could also have premonitions I was practicing Witchcraft but good magic but also with a hint of bad but it was all for her and her protection I was hired to be her white lighter which is a guardian  angel I was hired to look after her and watch every step she did I was super powerful she was my top priority when I found out I was like oh my god she will kill me if she knows that I'm her guardian angel now maybe when she is ready I will tell her but I never got to tell her because I was scared she might laugh and go ha ha ha your joking right Sam that is so not real if you truly are these things prove it but that would be against witch and guardian angel law so I could not tell her if only she knew.

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