Currently want to be put out of my misery

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It's 5am and I can't sleep cuz I'm in so much fucking pain and am feeling so uncomfortable in general.

It started with my heartburn which was small but so bothersome.

It may be something else but it's been going on and off for like a full fucking 24 hours and I need some Tums but I gotta wAIT TIL WE BUY THEM CUZ WE DONT HAVE ANY.

Second I get this random pain (or just feeling) near my left hip right under my stomach.. and sometimes random pains in my- *COUGH*(this doesn't always happen tho)

It's not going on now but it was bothering me earlier. Also this has gone on for so damn long but I haven't been so bothered and paranoid by it until now.

I get a lot of random pains all the time (probably because of a lot of the shit I do. I hurt myself a lot) but now I'm just uGHH

AND I HEAR THIS FUCKING RINGING SOUND BUT IT'S NOT RINGING AND SOUNDS LIKE SIZZLING IN MY HEAD AND IT'S DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY I'VE EVEN COVERED MY EARS AND LISTENED TO OTHER NOISES BUT IT'S JUST FUCKING THERE AND IT'S HAPPENED MOST MY LIFE AND IS PROBABLY NORMAL WHEN IT'S QUIET BUT LIKE IT'S JUST BOTHERING THE FUCK OUTTA ME WHEN IM TRYING TO SLEEP.

And some of you guys wonder why I'm sleep deprived.

My right arm is now sore and in pain.

These past few days have fucking sucked.

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