Let me in (Jacksepticeye x Introvert!Reader)

Chapter 29

I pick up her limp frame and bring her to the coach. I pull up her shirt and see that she has a big mark on her stomach.

She must have got hurt really bad, cause it's already starting to bruise on one side.

I lightly run my fingers over the top of her mark. I stop when she winces in pain.

I realise that I never want to see her in pain ever again. I bend down and lightly kiss her bruise. I look up and see that she didn't wince.

This brings a smile to my face before I see that one side of her face has a reddish hand mark.

I give that a little smooch too. I get up and leave to get some water for her. Then I'll wake her up.

~~End flashback~~

"I made her leave"

(Y/n) nods again. The redness in her cheek has actually left now, so that's good.

I reach over and get that cup of water for her. I hand it to her and she lightly and slowly dribks it down.

'I should ask this question before I forget'

"(Y/n), I-I was wondering if...."

She lowered her glass and nodded. Why did she nod? She usually talks by now.

"Are you alright?" I ask her.

Your Pov~~

I have to think of a good reply, but there isn't one. I look at my cup of water and move it towards Jack.

He takes the cup from my hand and places it on the table.

'I don't think things are going to be the same for a while'

Jack looks me in the eyes. He reaches forwards and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. I just keep the tired look on my face.

"(Y/n), are you okay? I love you, I'm here for you, you can talk to me...."

I want to. I really want to. But I just can't find the words. I'm basically mortified.

Stepping out of my comfort zone, leaving my house, my home two days ago, caused all this. Granted, I met this wonderful person, who I love and have already been through alot with, but have I been too quick about this?

That morning, when I heard that Jack was travelling around, I never thought he'd be here so soon. Or that I'd even see him. But
now; I saved him, met him. Slept with hi- in the same bed as him, went on a date, and-

-an-and was attacked and saved by him, by my maniac ex-friend.

He didn't see me get kicked, but he saw me as defenceless, helpless....worthless. I was torn by my hair and slapped across the face. And he saw it.

I WAS THREATENED WITH DEATH AND I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!

That's the last time that I think, even for a second, that nobody knows where I live. I have to leave this town. There is nothing good for me here besides good reception. But...back to now....

"Babe?" Jack asks, worried. Concerned for me.

"Am I weak?" I asked him. My voice cracks through my quiet whispers. I haven't whispered since me and Jack met.

He looks taken aback by my question. Opening his mouth to reply, I cut him off with another question.

"Is Treeny right? I don't deserve you...what have I done for this world? You should have let her kill me" I couldn't see it, but Jack was shaking his head.

"No no no no no, (Y/n), Treeny is wrong. That's what you've been saying this whole time-"

I look up at him. I am so confused, how did I say that?

"Everyday, you said that everyday she made your life worse and worse-"

I sigh. He was right. And I don't think it's stopping if she's near me for much longer.

"-but everday, you would continue to tommorow, showing her that she can't stop you. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"

But, when have I been not killed. My life is just killed. Parts of me would crack and get lost, like those popular girls iphone screen.

"Besides, we were only together for a few hours. I haven't taken you on that second date yet"

I smile at this. Jack always knows how to make me happy.

"But would you mind it if our second date....wasn't in this town?"

'THIS IS MY CHANCE!'