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Empty;Logicality

(Warning: Speaks of anorexia. Please do not read if offended when this topic is spoken. )

Logan's P.O.V

I look in the mirror. Too fat, not enough, disgrace, not pretty, hated...
I write down and calculate how many calories I should eat today...then purge it if it's too much...Don't eat... It will stop the embarrassment..Just drink water...And I listen...

Patton's P.O.V

I wait as the clock ticks by until finally...YES! Time for Family fun!!!
I head down stairs to the living room and see my Dark Strange Son holdin an excited Roman. "Woah kiddo! What are you so excited about?"
"Virge agreed to sing atleast one song!" Roman rellied happily.
"Shut up..." Virgil said with an embarrassed face. "What's today's category?" Roman asked I was about to respond until Lohan appeared and answered for me. "The category is how you feel..." he says monotone as he walks to the kitchen, grabbing a glass of water. He seems different, he looks different too...

Third Person P.O.V

The sides set up to sing their hearts out. The first person to go was Roman, as always. Then Virgil. And Patton. And last but not least...

Logan's P.O.V

Me.... I stand up and sit on the the stair case as the others watch me.
My always thin line lip became a frown... The song starts...

Patton's P.O.V

Logan frowns, what's wrong?

Bold = Logan Singing

Mirror mirror on the wall
Tunnel vision on the flaws
In the scale of things it's unimportant
So no talking but it's still an intrusive thought

Tried hard to correct it
But nothing was effective
Tried hard to correct what?
No-one else seemed so obsessed with it, things were desperate
Until the voice crept in

I can help you, trust me, you're ready

It seemed dangerous
But it said to have faith in it

The secret is to just be empty
Empty?
Didn't know if it was wise to listen
But what could it hurt to try?

And at first it was working
But then things were emerging
Cracked lips and Tired eyes
Logan cover his face and then stood but continued his song
I'm hungry with no appetite

I'm shivering and shaking, and I tell myself it's fine, but
You can't fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yeah
He's starving himself!?
Empty
I just need to be empty
Hide from anybody who'll prevent me
Is that why he always stays in his room?
Just fill up on water and shame
No, I'm not hungry, I just ate
He makes a fake smile
I've developed a taste for this
Endure the neverending ache
Convince myself I'm in control and it's not
All that voice that makes me sick
I look at the others and they're eyes are wide in shock
Inside it's empty
Ana- I know it's wrong
I'm looking but I can't see myself
Logan definitely isn't the same...
Inside it's empty
Ana- I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
He needs help...
Been getting even worse
All the days begin to merge
Just a blurry haze and now it's
Almost second nature to ignore the urges
He ignores his hunger?
Can't trust my own nature
Every calorie a failure
Gotta push the intake down every day
All he does is drink water and eat very little....
'Cause the voice comes back to say