TMYLM Tour (Demi and Kehlani)

Solo

I love waking up in Kylie's house, it's so different, refreshing, I'm so cringe in the morning don't acknowledge me right now! Demi has been texting me non stop and I even seen a picture from TMZ at 4 in the morning of her looking round the streets crying. I feel really guilty now, she could of got hurt searching for me and I'm just here lounging in this beautiful room. Suddenly, Kylie walks through the door with Stormi and Jordyn so I sit up from where I was lying down. "Morning K, how are you feeling this morning?" Kylie sat down on the bed and I got Stormi out of her hands and I shrugged me shoulders. "I don't know how to feel anymore, I just feel so guilty, tired from all the fighting, I just don't understand why she can't trust me and now I can't trust her because I've let me guard down. This is just all shit, everything is shit." Jordyn looked at me twice like to tell me to watch my language but I couldn't help it. I stood up from the bed and Jordyn spoke to me. "Kehlani, I've known you for a long time, what 13 years and I feel like it was only 4 years ago you let your guard down with me and I am just a friend. Obviously for you to let your guard down to someone you love it's much more difficult and I am proud of you for doing it so quickly." I nod and smile. "Well, we are going wedding dress shopping with Chantel and Catherine and you're a bridesmaid and unfortunately Demi is going to be here too, so what is going to happen chick?" Omfg I literally only just remembered about that, oh lord. "I won't go." "You're not running away from your problems anymore Kehlani so give me my baby back and you get yourself sorted you've got an hour, I'm serious Lani!" I sarcastically smile and walk into my bathroom. Not long after I get into the shower, wash my body and brush my teeth. I come out the bathroom and put a simple shorts and vest top on and light makeup. I put everything in my tiny LV backpack and go downstairs with my glasses on. I instantly get a text from Catherine:
C: I didn't tell her where to go but Demi just came barging through my house not thinking of Elle and that she could of hurt her the way that she came in. Now she knows you ain't here or anywhere she checked last night next stop is Ky's, I tried to stop her boo x
K: it's not your fault Catherine. I'll be at the wedding dress shop soon as with these two hooligans x
C: lol x
I didn't reply back to her messages and headed to the living room where everyone was waiting and once everyone was done we headed to the front door the the door swung open but not fully because the latch was on. I see Demi's face try to peep through the tiny space she could see out of. Her face was drenched from all the tears. "Kehlani I know you're there! I'm being serious Kehlani Ashley Parrish! If you don't open this door I will gladly kick it down! Don't underestimate the strength I have!" Stormi started balling her eyes out because of all the noise that Demi is creating so I took her off Kylie and tried to settle her silently. "Kehlani, I know you're in there. I just want to know you're safe. You can't ignore me forever! Right that's it, sorry Kylie and Jordyn but this door is coming right off!" Kylie is shaking in fear and so is Stormi, I run over to the door rapidly. "No, no,no! I'm here, I'm okay Demi." She sighed. "Are you going to open the door Lani?" I sob loudly. "I don't think that is a great idea right now." "Please I just want to make sure you are okay! I don't want to lose you!" "I am fine Demetria!" "Do you remember the first time we met, when we was with the stranger things cast? It kind of sounds silly this but ever since then I knew I wanted to be in your future, I don't know how but I was going to make it happen one way or another." I roll my eyes. "Okay so what are you saying?" "I'm saying, I am really sorry and I hope to god I haven't lost you forever. I know I don't expect you to forgive me straight away but hopefully in the meantime you will." I nod even though she can't see. "Alright well are you going to the wedding dress fitting?" "Yes." "Want to get in the car with me?" I sniffle whilst still rocking Stormi. "I think I am going to go with these but I guess I will see you up there." I didn't hear a reply I just heard her engine go after a while and Kylie looked out the window and she pulled off the drive. Not long after we get in the car and we are on the way, whilst leaving Stormi with Khloé and Kourtney with all the 5 kids.

We pulled up at the destination where Catherine and Chantel was waiting outside. We all got out the car and and we greet each other with a hug. Chantel comes over to me and starts conversation. "Where's Demi and what happened with her? Did she come to the house?" I nod slowly. "She came threatened to kick the door off because I wouldn't take the chain off and made Stormi cry because she was shouting at me. She asked if I wanted to come here with her but I said I was coming with Ky and Jordyn so she said she would meet us all here but I don't know where she is." Chantel nodded. "But you're okay after everything that's happened in the long run?" I nod slightly. "I guess you could say that. I'm just so ready to forgive her already. I just love her to much to see her go through pain and then maybe my pain will disappear." She nodded and gave me a hug. "Well I am glad you're okay K." I smile and we join the girls again. Kylie has her phone to her ear and Catherine is stressing out. "Where is this girl! She is 15 minutes late and we are going to miss our slot." I just shrug my shoulders. Kylie comes back to us. "She didn't answer." She turned around. "I think that's because she's here." I look to the ground nervously but when I hear these heels coming closer and closer by the second I lift it really slowly. She said hi to everyone and gave them a hug and just to be nice I gave her a hug too and we was getting a bit too comfortable. "Hello." I smile and say hi and Catherine shouts to everyone. "Alright Everyone inside now!" We all walk through the door whilst she holds it open for all of us. We go over to one of the people that work there and ask for our appointment and they send us to this room. There was 5 long dark navy blue dresses hung up and the brides dress was in the dressing room so nobody could see till the very end. "Okay all the dresses have your name on them so get your dresses and put them on to try." We all nod to find out that people have to share a changing room. Kylie and Jordyn happily took one leaving Chantel, Demi and I to decide. Chantel got her dress and spoke up. "I don't mind, I can get in alone or I can share with you Demi?" She nods. "Yeah that's fine we can share." I nod and go into a single one. Chantel could tell I didn't want to get in there with her on my own because it would be really awkward. Once everyone finished we all came out and Catharine started tearing up so I go over to her and give her a hug. "Oh don't cry bubs. It's your turn next." She nods. "Okay and I'm really glad all of you girls are my bridesmaids, I love you guys." We all tell her that we love her and she eventually goes to put the dress on. It took her that long we all got tired so we took a seat and when she came out we all stood to our feet. I put my hands over my mouth because I am so shocked. "That dress is so beautiful Catherine and you make it look even better!" She laughs at what I said. It was a tight long white dress with one strap and she had a long vail on behind her. We get pictures done and not long after we get changed into our normal clothes. Once everyone was done we all were outside with our dresses in our hands. "You girls all coming back to me place?" Catherine asked. "No thanks I think I am going to go home for tonight but maybe another night." She nodded and I was walking towards the car but then I noticed that Demi wasn't coming. "Demi you not coming?" She turns around looking confused but walks over. "Sorry I thought you meant with Kylie and Jordyn." I chuckle and when she unlocks the door we put our dresses in the back and head off to our houses.

By the time we got home it was actually 8:55pm so we bought the dresses in and just put them straight on the sofa and we headed into the back yard watching the sun set go down whilst we got to talk. We sit down on the grass with our legs crossed and face each other. "Okay, let's talk." She nods. "Kehlani I just want to say I am so so sor.." I cut her off from there. "Demi I've heard that so many times and now I am just thinking that sorry doesn't even mean anything anymore but I forgive you." She smiles. "You do?" I nod. "It took a bit of time but yes I forgive you and I want to actually give us a second chance. That's if you want to..." she nods rapidly. "I will, I mean I do want this, so much. I just love you so much Kehlani." I take her hands into mine. "Yes and I love you too but next time before jumping in bed for comfort with your ex just talk to me okay?" She nods and she leans in to kiss me slowly and I meet her half way. I haven't felt this way ever about anyone and this is why I forgave her because I honestly love her with all my heart. We stood up from our seat on the grass and walked into the house and hand in hand. "I think we should just go to bed to be honest Dem. I mean it's been a rough week for you." She nods and we head upstairs to go to our room. Not long after we have a little chat and when I turn around I noticed that Demi fell asleep so I decided to get some Z's with you her and I decide to go to sleep myself and actually do.