You're Only Happy When I'm Wasted. [All Time Low Fanfiction]

Just Another Reason.

"Whoa. You guys are together again?" Jack asked from behind me. Lisa wrapped her arms protectively around the seemingly-petrified Alex. "Actually, I was starting to ask my Alex that question, Jack." she said, innocently batting her eyelashes.

MY Alex?

My stomach flipped and turned. I watched as Alex suddenly seemed like he came back to life, his eyes were directly landing on me.

"Stella..!" he choked out, but I didn't want to hear it. Not from him.

My head felt dazed as I turned around and ran, accidentally shoving Jack away. I felt so stupid. My eyes started to feel like it was going to fill itself with tears, but I desperately tried to stop them. Jack and Alex were both screaming my name, but I had no plans to go back there. I passed by Zack and had collided into Rian. "Hey. Stella, right?" Rian laughed after he had steadied himself back, but his smile quickly faded the moment he saw my ready-to-cry eyes. "Whoa, Hey there. What's the matter?" he asked, concern filling in his whole face.

But I didn't want to let him know.

I pushed him aside gently and ran out outside.

-x-

Another on-the-rocks Bacardi? Are you sure?" the bartender asked me quite skeptically. I glared at him and started slamming my glass impatiently on the counter. "Hey, I'm paying you here. What the fuck's your fucking problem?" I snapped. He rolled his eyes and and reluctantly obeyed. My mind felt so hazy, I could barely think straight. My field of vision started to blur badly and I could barely recognize a single thing. I couldn't care less anymore. It's like every single fuck left me and had gone into my room, along with that Lisa person and Alex.

Alex.

The thought of him sent me drinking the Bacardi straight. I started feeling that great burn on my throat. The bile, along with the excess liquor that my body couldn't take came rushing on it. I scrambled towards the washroom and threw up... And threw up... And threw up....

I couldn't stop.

My head was starting to become a painful blank and I felt weaker than ever. It took me six times before I could actually stop. I can barely stand up and move. My body was giving up on me.

The door slammed open and Alex stood at the doorway with Jack. Upon seeing me, he froze and stared at me with utter shock. "Oh, Fuck! Stella!" Jack screamed in panic at the pile of heap that was lying before him, which I soon recognized was me. He ran towards me and tried to pull me up. Pain erupted from inside of me and I screamed. My body felt like it was burning. My insides were hurting badly, and it caused me to quickly lose consciousness.