30: new wounds

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Jeon Jungkook,
2014-02-14

She found out. I don't know how, but she found out that i work in carnival. She beated the hell out of me just now, leaving new wounds on my skin. The corner of my lips bleeds, and the blood stain even dropped on this page already. Dammit, how much i want to kill myself. Can't i be free? I thought my life would change after his death, but i was wrong. It becomes worse. I do this because i want to distract myself from all the sadness i receive from you because i know! When i get home, you'll be screaming on my ears and throw things at me, and won't ever give a damn about my feelings. I just want to cheer people up, what's wrong with that? I want people to be happy because i'm not! Can you just kill me already mom? I'm tired.

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