Written in the Stars

Chapter 4 - chance

Terrible.... This is too terrible.

I am standing here together with my unnies. Everyone's crying but me. Why?

Sajangnim just announced that we couldn't debut. After 4 to 7 years of training, after all the heartaches of seeing trainees being kicked out, after years of having competition with different trainees, after struggling even harder after watching our unnies debut and after having our promise with determination to debut someday, everything would just harshly end like this. I just can't take it. Seeing them crying made it even more heartbreaking.

"Our company isn't in great shape to debut another group again. I will recommend you to other good agencies where you have a likely chance to debut."

Sajangnim continued to say things but I can't hear anything. It won't even process in my mind that our group will end like this. No. No way. I refuse to be miserable again. They are too important tor me for us to be separated like this. No! No! No way!

"No!".

Everyone stopped. My unnies looked at me. And sajangnim stopped walking. I realized he was about to leave.

"N-no sajangnim! Please reconsider!", i bowed.

"B-byul-ah!", haewoon unnie.

"Please! Sajangnim. Please reconsider!"

"I already explained everything"

"We can have different color. It's not difficult. Please just give us a chance.", i helplessly insisted.

"Honestly, having another girl group with sme concept from YG won't be good. Blackpink is already enough, Moonbyul."

"No, sajangnim..No!"

"I-It's gonna be okay, byul", Soojin unnie trying to console me.

"No! I refuse. Sajangnim, please. We have a lot of potentials. I promise, we will work harder."

"Everyone would be a hallyu star right now if you'll base the media entertainment through hardwork. It's not only about that. It's sad but it's the truth. I am sad also for this but we can't do anything right now. I am letting you go so your youth won't be wasted here struggling hard without any assurance of your future".

"We.. We understand sajangnim. Thank you so much of taking care of us!", Haewon unnie bowed.

Others also bowed while crying.

It hurts.. It hurts a lot. No way.

Youngmi unnie took my hand and encouraged me to bow also.

"I...I have.... I have songs. Haewoon unnie and I have composed songs. Can you at least hear it? Pleae just give us a chance.", I started crying.

Choon hae hugged me while crying.

Sajangnim sighed.

"Okay, let's hear them. But I will just hear them. You have a very low chance to change my mind. Prepare them and send them to me. I'll let you know tomorrow my final decision.", he said and then left.

Everyone did not say a word and just cried.

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"Unnie, kaja! Let's prepare our composed songs."

"Byul, I don't think they will be approved. I'm not even confident of my work.", haewoon unnie said.

"Unnie, let's not have a regret. Let's do this, together, please", i held her hands.

Young mi sighed and hugged me, "Mianhae, byul. Your unnies are being a pain again. Arasseo, we will do this together."

Haewoon unnie sighed while choon hae was hugged by Soojin unnie while crying silently.