If I Get My Way || Alerrie

Chapter 6

-Harper?- Oh shit

-What are you doing here? Where have you been?-  he got apart from me and run towards her, the hands that a few seconds ago were on my waist were now in her's. He hugged her with so much desperation and something inside of me hurt, I didn't even know why. I knew he loved her but I guess seeing it in real life was more painful than what I thought

-Oh my god, I missed you so much- was he crying?

-Alex, I'm so sorry for what I did, I didn't mean to break everything we had- she was crying and I couldn't believe her words, if she didn't mean to do that why did she cheat? I was standing in front of them, they were hugging and even if it hurt it was obvious they had missed each other, luckily for me after a few seconds they separated

-Why are you here H?- he whipped his tears away, a part of me wanted to get in the car but another wanted to hear her, I did the second, which was a really bad idea, she looked towards me and walked in my direction

-Who is she Alex?- she started to get closer and I didn't have an idea of what to do, I tried my best and didn't let myself get intimidated by her

-She is Perrie a friend, Perrie this is Harper- I did my  best to not run away and instead of that I smiled and greeted her  

-I saw your picture yesterday, actually that was why I came and I just saw you kissing, you are not just his friend are you?- it was too much, I didn't know what to answer, I didn't want to be just Alex's friend, but what if he wanted that and by now I felt intimidated, I stood quite till Alex spoke

-She is Harper, that kiss was just... an accident- I thought that hearing him said he still loved Harper was painful, I thought seeing her in his arms was even more painful but none of those things compared to what we said, an accident? I thought he wanted to kiss me too, "you're so stupid, you knew he loved another girl and still you started to fell for him" I refused to get hurt again, in the past I did, I was always the one who got hurt, but not this time, not anymore I was tired of being hurt, it was time to keep my pride for once.

-Harper, I am his friend. The kiss as he said it was an accident, I almost fall and he caught me we just let go of ourselves at the moment and that was a mistake- I don't know how I managed to but I sounded very convincing, I saw Carl arriving and thanked in my mind

-I don't believe you- she said

-Then is a good thing that I don't care if you do, Alex I really need to go back so if you wanted to stay I'll get it but can Carl take me?-

-Perrie, I'm going back with you, Harper we need to talk, I'll be in Matts you know you can look for me anytime, but right now I need to go - he kissed her forehead and she smiled

-So she isn't your girlfriend?-  she asked him and he smiled sadly

-I don't even know why you asked that you know you have always been the only one- well yes I was hurt but after those words I was dead. As if his words weren't enough I saw her smirking at me, I knew her like for two minutes and I already hated her. We were in the car and I didn't feel like talking so I stood quietly for about an hour

-You aren't going to say anything?- he asked me, I didn't even look at him, it would be too much pain in one day

-I'm tired- I kept my look in the window

-Do you want to sleep? you can rest in my lap, I own you-

-Don't worry Alex, you don't own me anything- I closed my eyes and fall asleep resting in the door. After about an hour after I woke up and saw him looking at me

-What?- I was rude, but I was so angry with him I couldn't act in another way

-I'm sorry if Harper made you uncomfortable today- he took my hand, but this time was a different feeling, the burn that I felt was a reminder that no matter how much I wanted him  I couldn't have him

-It's not your fault- I moved my hand and he looked at me confused

-Perrie, can we be friends?- I knew he wasn't rejecting me, he wasn't saying it in a "let's just be friends" way,  it was more like an "I get really good with you, can we be friends" way. He didn't realize the kiss wasn't an accident for me, and he didn't realize I was starting to feel something else inside of me, but if he didn't realize, then, I was not going to tell him, for once I wanted to keep my pride.

-Yes, Alex- I smiled

Two weeks happened and I became really good friends with Alex, in this weeks he didn't talk about or mention Harper lot, he just mentioned he was talking to her again and I was thankful that he just said that, currently, I was with Jade at my house packing for the tour

-Do you invite someone to the first date?-

-Yes, Alex is coming with Harper- I kept packing my clothes acting like if that didn't hurt

-Perrie can I ask you something- she was nervous

-Sure-

-Do you like him? Please don't get at me mad for asking this- I sighed and sat next to her

-No, and  I'm sure Harper is trying to get him back, actually, I don't blame her, who wouldn't do it? she would be crazy if she didn't try, someone like him appears once in a lifetime- a tear left my eyes and Jade hugged me, I needed this, I needed to let all go. Deep inside I knew I liked him, but one thing was that and another completely different was to accepted with someone else. Even if I said no to Jade I knew she knew that I did like him, just wasn't brave enough to accept it, maybe it was the scare to get hurt again or the fact to face the hurt that he was in love with someone else.

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Sooo... I think the good part starts after this chapter. Sorry if this one is boring I literally fall asleep writing it it, not cool i know haha but I'll be starting school in a week so I want to update as much as possible while still can.

Do you think Perrie will accept her feelings before Harper gets back with Alex?

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