If I Get My Way || Alerrie

Chapter 8

-In what?- I try to get out of there but the grip in my wrist got even tighter, I stood quite thinking what I should say next, I really wanted to tell him that I liked him, that he could leave Harper and be with me, I wanted to tell him how happy I would make him, and that together we would be the best couple

-Perrie talk!- I was about to tell him but I couldn't I got scared, he loved her and that wouldn't have change just because I told him I like him, he was going to reject me, and I was too scared of that, if I couldn't have him as my boyfriend I would settle with him as my friend

-She's right in... in...- I freaked out, I didn't know what to say and if I didn't say anything he was going to suspect

-We should put some distance between us-

-Perrie come on, I'll go tomorrow if you really want me to, don't get like this because of a concert-

-I'm not like this because you are not going, I'm mad because you lied to me and in my face, you know what? don't borrow Alex, I don't want you there tomorrow anyway, go and train with Harper. We're done here- I went to the room where, the girls, the dancers, and Harper were. I got in and walk towards Claud, tears starting to run down my face, he saw how bad I looked and hugged me, I put my hands around his body and hide my head in his chest. He was the only person I could cry with and he wouldn't ask me what was wrong, he knew when I wanted to talk about it and when I didn't

-WE ARE NOT DONE HERE PERRIE- he shouted not caring about the others hearing and I hold on more to Claud's body

-Alex, I think you need to calm down first- Claud said and put me behind him

-Claud this is not of your business, back off-

-Come on Alex, look at her I don't think she wants to talk to you- I saw Alex's face and he looked really angry

-Perrie can we please talk?- he looked at me and I denied

-You said everything you needed to say, Alex, things are very clear now- the girls started to come closer, but I raised my hand and stopped them

-Don't just leave me alone- I ran out of there and found myself in the field of the stadium, I was walking with my look down until I crashed into someone

-Oh, I'm sorry- I heard a familiar voice and raised my head when I say his face I smiled

-Don't worry Myles, it was my fault, I wasn't paying attention- he denied

-I was on my phone, I guess neither of us was paying attention, are you okay?- I'm sure he saw my red and puffy eyes

-Yes, I'm fine- I smiled and he seemed to believe me a little

-I was going to get some ice cream, do you want to come? The store's two blocks away-

-Yes, sure-

We started talking and found him a very interesting guy.

Alex's POV

I stood there and watched her go, why did I lie to her? "You're such an idiot" I crossed the line this time and I needed to do something about it, I went after her and saw she got in the same room we were before with the girls, I came in and saw her in Claud's arms, I couldn't see her face because her hair covered it but I'm sure she was crying, "crying and in his arms, because of what you did". When I thought that I got angry and ended up acting by impulse.

-WE ARE NOT DONE HERE PERRIE- I yelled and she got scared, Claud moved her behind her giving some kind of protection and that made me angrier

-Alex, I think you need to calm down first- he was protecting her like if she was his girlfriend

-Claud this is not of your business, back off- I took a step closer to them but he stepped back

-Come on Alex, look at her I don't think she wants to talk to you- I saw her face, she was scared of me and that made me feel even more terrible, I calmed myself and looked at her again

-Perrie can we please talk?- she denied with her head and I sighed, I really screwed it up this time

-You said everything you needed to say Alex, things are very clear now- her words made me feel the worst person alive, next thing I looked she was running outside, I tried to go after , but Harper got to me before I could leave the room

-Let her go- she took my hand and I looked at her

-Harper, I need to talk to her- I moved my hand and went after her

-Why? Do you love her?- she looked as if she was about to cry and that broke my heart

-Of course not- I caressed her chick

-Then why do you prefer her over me?-

-I don't, but I just told her something I shouldn't had. How about this I'll go and fix things with her when I get back we can go- she nodded and let go of my hand

I was looking for Perrie but didn't see her, I gave up and sat in the stage sooner or later she had to pass by here, there was no other way to get to the dressing rooms, after about ten minutes I hear laughs and screams

-Stop it Myles!- after that I heard a laugh, her laugh

-It's revenge for what you did- I looked at them and they were playing, he was smearing ice cream in her face

-It was an accident!- she yelled and started running away from him until she saw me in front and stopped

-I thought you were gone by now- she whispered, and I got closer to her

-I'm not leaving without talking with you- I whispered back and she tensed

-We already did Alex-

-Please princess- although we were only friends I felt like if I couldn't live without her, I knew her for about a month, but she was already too special to me

-Okay- Myles walk to us and she told him she was going with me, he didn't look very happy but he went away

-I'm sorry I lied to you- I looked down and she laughed

-It isn't enough Alex, why did you do it?-

-I didn't want to tell you the reason, I know you don't like Harper that much and with this...well it's needless to say-

-She is bad for you Alex, someone who controls your life isn't a person who's gonna make a positive impact in it. I just want you to realize about that, and that I care about you- she was crying, and I couldn't have felt more guilty

-I know and for a minute when she came back I thought I was over her but now I think I still love her- she nodded

-I already knew that- I got closer to her and rest my forehead in hers not knowing If that was wrong or right

-I really am sorry Pez- she nodded again and looked at my eyes before looking at my lips, I knew what was coming and I knew that I had to move away but I didn't want to, she raised her head a little so our lips were with no space between them, after that she kissed me and for a moment I didn't know what to do, I felt she asked for entrance and I ended up giving her it, she put her arms around my neck and pull me even closer to her, after some seconds we both run out of air and pull apart, she was now the one who rested her forehead in mine and closed her eyes, we still like that for a minute

-What was that?- I whispered and she opened her eyes

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