If I Get My Way || Alerrie

Chapter 9

-What was that?- I whispered having some troubles saying those words

-What you wanted, that was goodbye- she turned around and walked away from me, I didn't know how to act, if I should have gone after her or if I should go back with Harper, by the time I noticed she was nowhere to be seen, I looked for her about ten minutes near from we were but she was gone, I went back to the room where Harper was and found her talking to Ashley from Rak-su, I was angry but not because of her talking to him, I was angry because I couldn't find Perrie after what happened

-Let's go Harper- I said and she denied

-But I'm talking with him, can't we wait a little longer?- she smiled at me and I nodded, every time she smiled me that way I gave in everything she asked

-Hey Alex, I got something for you- Jade touch my shoulder and I turned to face her

-What is this?- I asked her as she gave me an envelope

-I don't know she asked me to give you this a few minutes ago- she shrugged her shoulder and I smile sadly

-Thank you Jade- she nodded

-I don't what happened, but I know she is really mad at you. if you really care for her don't give up Alex, you are more important to her than what you think- I meant more to her? What was that about?

-I won't. What do you mean I'm more important than what I think?- she opened her eyes and denied with her head

-I mean you're like her best friend, you two really get along and that's special to her- I wanted to believe Jade but another part of me told me there was more than that

-Our friendship is special to me too, you're her friend too, what can I do? She doesn't even want to talk to me- I was hoping Jade could give me some answers, she knew her better than what I did

-Wait, when she is this angry the best is to let a couple of days past-

-I'm going to do that, I really screwed it up Jade- I sighed

-It'll be fine, she is an amazing person. I'm sure she will forgive you-

-I hope so-

-You'll see but for now it's better you leave- I nodded and said goodbye to her

-Bye Jade, thanks for this- I moved the envelope with my name on it and hugged her, when I was leaving the stadium with Harper she noticed the envelope and took it from me

-Harper, give that back- I tried to take it but she moved her hand very quickly

-What's this?- she laughed, and I kept trying to take it

-Perrie gave that to me, give it back- she rolled her eyes and sighed

-I'm so done with her- she walked faster and threw the letter on the garbage after breaking it -ARE YOU CRAZY, WHY DID YOU DO THAT?- I yelled and she shrugged her shoulders

-I told you to keep away from her- she kept walking towards the car and I did the same, there was nothing I could do to recover the letter

-This is childish Harper- I got into the car and started driving

Two weeks later

I was rolling down on Instagram and find a pic of her I hadn't talked to Perrie and I really missed her, she was the one who made me laugh every day and the only one who I really could be myself with, lying to her made me felt very guilty in the past weeks, I wanted to fix things. Jade said that I should give her some time, two weeks was enough. I searched for the next concert and there was one today in Huddersfield that was only one hour and a half away from Liverpool, Harper was in our room watching tv I didn't want to tell her but I knew if I didn't she was going to be mad and that was the least I wanted, in the past weeks we had lots of ups and downs, and to be real there were more downs, our relationship wasn't the same anymore. To prevent any situation, I went to her

-Harper, I'm going to see Perrie in Huddersfield want to come?- I knew if she said yes it was only because she didn't want me to be around Perrie by my own

-Sure, at what time we are leaving?- she asked and got up

-The concert is in three hours so we're leaving in half an hour-

-Fine, I'll be ready in fifteen minutes- she stared at me and smiled

-What?- I giggled and she sighed

-I love you Alex- I was used to hear those words from her and I was even more used to say them back, but this time it didn't feel like the other times

-I love you too- I said and got out of the room the fastest I could

The road was quiet, I didn't know what was happening, but I felt really weird around Harper, like if I weren't myself. I decided to play some music and started singing while I did I remember how Perrie and I always sang in the car when we were going somewhere no matter what song was we always sang it as if it was our favorite one. I turned around and saw harper sleeping suddenly one thought came to my mind "What if she would be Perrie?" after that the memory of both of our kisses came to my mind, the first one was really unexpected she was about to fell I caught her and the next thing I knew we were kissing, the second one though... I was totally aware of it, I knew what was going to happen the second I rest my forehead in hers, maybe that was the reason why I did it. I surprised myself thinking of that and try to think in something else, she was my friend, my best friend, only that.

We finally arrive, and Harper woke up, if we bought tickets the security guys wouldn't let us pass where they were, I started to think, I knew who would let us in. I called her, and she answered, I could hear Perrie's voice background and I smiled, I missed that sound. I talked to hear and told her I wanted to fix things now, she told me she was sending someone to get us and where they were, so I could meet Perrie there

Perrie's POV

-Look at your smile, was that Jed?- we were in our dressing room, already make-up and with our hair done. I saw Jade smiling and I figure out she was talking to Jed

-I caught me- she smiled weirdly, and I nodded

-So, Perrie are you going to tell me what that letter was for?- I found weird she asked me that, the first week it seemed like if she wasn't going to give up trying to know that, but the second one it seemed she had forgot

-I'm not telling you Jade- I remembered what the letter said and got sad, I thought he would come back or at least call me after he read it, but he didn't do either of both

-Please, I can tell you're sad, let it go, babe. You can do it with me- she made one of her cute smiles and I nodded, maybe it was for the best to let it go

I told her what the letter said, and she was surprised she thought for about a minute before she spoke again

-You need to talk to him- Jade said and I denied

-I haven't heard from Alex for two weeks Jade- I smiled and looked down, it hurt

-Perrie when you see Alex again you need to tell him before it's too late- she took my hand and I nodded

Alex's POV

I was looking for her, Harper went for something to eat and I asked Josh where they were, he gave me instructions but when I got there I found Jesy and Leigh getting her hair done, I asked them for Perrie and they told me where she was, I started walking looking for her dressing room, I found it and when I was about to get in I heard Perrie saying my name

- I haven't heard from Alex for two weeks Jade- she sounded hurt and that hurt me

-Perrie when you see Alex again you need to tell him before it's too late- Jade said and I didn't think twice before getting in the room

-You need to tell me what princess?-

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Hereee, hope you like it

What do you think the letter said?

And again thank you to everyone who helped me while the story was gone, I love you 💜