If

Hate

Oh that word,

It's much to strong.
You simply can't use,
This word ever in your life.
You can't hate.
You aren't human.
How are you to hate?

Oh that hate,

It boils up inside you,
You are angry.
And you can't be.
For you can't show it.
No getting physical.
It's just defying human nature.
You're angry,
But how are you to show it?

Oh that anger,

How it grows,
You angry at the fact
That you can't be mad
You can't let it out,
No! You let the pressure build.
Hormones flood your body adding to hate.
You can't let them out
No!
You're a man (a boy).
How are you to cry?
You're a woman (a girl).
How are you to yell and scream?

That's
                 MUCH
                                      too
                                                  uncivilized.

Oh this anger,

Look how it feeds off your confusion.
You can't control your feelings
You can't control your thoughts
You feel so very dangerous.
So very out of control.
You spiral ever downwards.
You're thinking about ending it because
How are you to climb out of your chasms?

Oh this confusion and anger and hate,

The swirl together in a cesspool.
One of insanity, madness, and self-hatred.
One in which you're drowning because
Hormones pushed you in.
Uncontrollable urges leave you feeling guilty.
You want to explore and be curious,
But how are you to be a child when everything is wrong?

Oh all these feelings,

They make you human,
But we're making robots out of people.
We are weak and privileged.
We smother things that started wars.
All things except man.
Thinking they're all bad.
But without these things,
How are you to be human?

Oh you stare,

At the blood on your hands,
The blood of the human you murdered.
That bottle of anger was on a perilous path
Finally, cracks began to grow,
And your bottle exploded.
All this anger was taken out on this person.
And now, it's time for it to be unleashed on you
You tie your noose,
And jump,
You hang.

The only thing that could've, should've and would've saved you, is still being ignored.
It's too hard to explain
But so easy to ignore.
You were normal.
What you were feeling was normal.
You're allowed hide,
And hate,
And show it,
And cry,
And scream,
And climb,
And be a child,
And
           be
                   human.
Away from prying eyes.

You have the right to LIFE, LIBERTY, and the pursuit of HAPPINESS.
You can be confused and hormonal and stupid. It is permitted. Society will tell you you're insane but you are normal. Everyone feels emotion.
Why do we condemn ourselves?

You can be a normal person.