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Hyeri proped herself against the headboard of the bed, she then grabbed her phone and quickly opened the app and pressing 'go live'
Deciding to go live was a last minute choice, maybe it was that she was tired and it was midnight, or maybe she was sick of having all her feelings bottled up.
As much as she tried to keep them to herself she felt the urge to tell someone, at least one person, but in this case she would tell hundreds of people.
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Jaemin was currently lying beside her, asleep. He was not visible to the camera frame so people had no idea he was there.
She waited for people to log on. While she saw the view count going up she realized how she had to deal with the managers in the morning as she had no permission to go live. Everytime a member wanted to broadcast a manager had to be in the room making sure the member wouldn't act or say anything out of line, but that was exactly what Hyeri planned to do that night.
"Hey guys!" She had officially started the live, hyeri felt nervous, a feeling that rarely made its appearance
Hyeri was used to not telling anyone her feelings, not to the members, not to her friends, not to her family, and especially not to the fans
She gripped the phone, she gripped it so hard that her knuckles had turned white
Some may say that she was over reacting, but to her all of this was a new experience
"So, I know it's really late and I'm sorry if I woke some of you guys up, time zones you know," she chuckled, not a normal one, it was more like a "help me I don't know what to do," one where it was obvious that she was nervous.
She strated picking on her nails, she then looked up avoiding the camera
"Umm I don't know how to start off so just comment some of your like late night/day thoughts and I guess I'll try to give you some advice," she paused
"I don't know what I'm saying this is new for me please bare with me," she finally made eye contact with the iphone camera
"Actually now that I think about it I've never done a solo vlive huh," She rambled on and on, something she would do everytime she was nervous
She looked to her right, he looked so peaceful and calm, his mouth was slightly opened, his hair was everywhere, his hands layed on her lap. She wished she could be in his place, dreaming about unicorns and not caring about the outside world, feeling safe and knowing that nothing bad could happen, but unfortunately everytime she tried to go to sleep her mind was fully awake telling her to wake up and face the reality.
After she observed jaemin's peaceful way of sleeping Hyeri decided to look at the comments
I had the worst day today, thank you for going live
