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XI

I was currently dancing in the practice room

Why? Because it made me feel free

The music flowing through my blood allowing my body to dance freely

I was stressed, stressed from all the hard work, the nights awake until 3:00 am, not eating for hours, being overworked

It was all too much, my body was not capable for it

Sometimes I thought about quitting, just saying goodbye and leaving

But leaving everything behind was just not a choice, at least not a risk I was willing to take

Suddenly I heard a ring

I took the controller and turned off the speakers

I grabbed my phone off of the counter and saw I had a text message from Jeno

Jeno❤️

Can you come to the dorms real quick?

Why?

Because there is something I think you should see

Ok be there in 10

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Filled with curiosity I pressed the off button in the side of my phone and grabbed my bag ready to go home
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I knocked on the door waiting for someone to open it

"Hey Hyeri," Chenle enthusiastically greeted me after opening the door

He moved to the side allowing me to step foot into the dorm

"Where's Jeno?" I asked annoyed at how he made me come all the way here when everything looks perfectly fine

"Here," He raised his hand

"Look Jeno, I don't know what kind of prank you want to pull off but today has not been the best day and I'm not in the mood for your little ga-," I snapped at him

But suddeny I felt someone tap on my shoulder

Quickly, I turned around only to be met with the best warm rewarding smile I have ever seen

I was frozen, frozen at the thought of him coming back, of seeing him again after a little less than 2 years

At first I would try to visit him in the hospital as much as I possibly could

But the days became shorter, my schedule was packed, I had no free time... not even for myself

"I- When? How? What?," I questioned confused as to how he was infront of me

"Hyeri I missed you so much," Jaemin quickly exclaimed as he enbraced into the tightest hug he could possibly give right now

When I finally came back to earth I looked around and saw all of the guys including kun, who brought jaemin to the dorms, with their phones out probably video recording everything so they could make fun of me later on

I then felt a hand grab my wrist and the next thing I know, I'm locked up with Jaemin in my room

"I just wanted some privacy," he scratched the back of his neck

"I missed you too, Jaemin" I hugged him again for what felt like the tenth time today

I stared at his eyes, shining bright

Those eyes I missed so much every night

"Why are you staring at me," he lightly chuckled

"I just can't believe you're back," I smiled the brightest I have in a very long time

I then felt his hands on the side of my face bringing me closer to him

Finally, I felt a soft pair of lips touch mine bringing the wildest butterflies to my stomach

I smiled into the kiss, and so did he

That's how my first kiss happened

Hugging him even tighter and wrapping my hands around his neck I said breathing into his neck, "please I beg you, don't leave me again I need you in my life, Jaemin I don't know what it would be without you"

"Don't worry babe, I don't plan on leaving any time soon."

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So.... this is a really short chapter 'cause I've been extremely busy with schools and all my mid terms are coming so you know a sis is stressed out

Also I'm so so sorry for not updating for such a long time. On a positive note THIS BOOK REACHED 10K reads like how?!?! Its not even that good
Thank you so much! 💕

Also request are open so If you have any ideas on what I should write please feel free to comment them
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There's no better feeling than
Having butterflies in your stomach again.
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Imagine all the things we could be if we
Weren't controlled by our insecurities