Beys POV
Jays dorm
3am
"Mann and I want to give my siblings everything they want and I would bring everyone up with me. But I don't know where to start. Who to go to, you know the basic things." Jay told me, it was 3 am and we were up sitting talking about our dreams, he was really adamant about being a rapper and after rapping to me a couple of songs that he mad I believed he could do it
"Jay, that's why you need to find out. Stop sitting here waisting time not doing anything. Your dream isn't just gonna come and smack you in the face. You have to start finding competitions that can get you deals, start performing at little places, and a whole bunch of other things. Today that's what we're going to do, invest in your dreams and try to make it a reality.
He looked at me and I saw a wave of emotion sweep over his eyes he pulled me into his arms and kissed me so many times.
"No one has ever believed in me so much to help me get started or even push me to go after it. Your truly amazing bey." He said hugging me and I kissed his chest snuggling closer to him
"And what about your dreams, we could starts doing that shit together. Working on ourselves and getting better together you know?" He said and I nodded and smiled
"Yeah we can, that would be so dope jay. And that would only bring us closer and make us stronger together." I said looking into his eyes while a wave of emotion passed over me. I ignored it though.
"When do you want to start?" He asked and I smiled he was excited and I could tell
"When I come back from my parents house, we can put our all into it but still keep our grades up so we'll have something to fall back on you know?" I said and he nodded
"Yeah, but you know we would have to get rid of the negative things in our lives right? So they won't be holding us back you know?" He asked and I nodded thinking of who was really holding me back,
"I have a confession to make jay." I said and he me in the eyes to let me know I had his attention and I looked away then back at him. " the thing, well person that has been holding me back is my ex, Lyndall." I said looking up at him as he payed attention so I kept going. "Um-I he used to cheat on me with different girls all the time, and like a dumb ass I would always take him back because I thought love could out rule everything and I was just dumb. I used to let him use me for sex, money, and attention when he wanted it. I just want to heal from that and make sure there's no playing around with my emotions when it comes to me and you. I don't want to go through that again because when I love, I love hard and I can slightly feel myself falling for you." I said whipping a stray tear as he rubbed my back and wrapped me in his arms
"Bey I'm not him, I wouldn't do that to you if I knew you were serious about me. I fucked up once and I apologize from the bottom of my heart I just thought you were playing me so I retaliated. But I didn't know that you weren't. Again I'm sorry. And you can compare me and you ex I know I could treat you way better so just let me." He said and I sighed and nodded
"Okay, we can date.. but we're not together. I'm still building up my confidence because of him and trying to give myself self-love and self-care. I'm still trying to be a better person than what I was. Just understand that I'm taking my time and not rushing anything. BUT we can still have sex cause yo dick is tooo bomb." I said and he laughed and nodded then kissed my forehead
"I'm not gone hurt you baby. I promise." He said and I shook my head
"Don't say that, you don't know that. And I don't believe you. We can just go through the phases and see where it takes us." I said and he said okay
"we leave tomorrow, at 12pm. And we may not be able to do anything there, so what you gone give me?" I said straddling him as his hands traveled to my ass.
"Oh you want some D baby girl?" He ask and I nodded seductively. And let's just say one thing led to another and I got what I wanted and more.
The next morning
8am
My eyes fluttered open as I felt wetness between my thighs. I looked down and saw a head under the cover. I scrunched up my face in confusion.
Until I felt jays tongue work it's way up to my area. Then I felt it being sucked on guessing I probably had hickeys leading down to my throbbing Kat.
Just as soon as He put my legs over his shoulders and held me down by my thighs I was about to grab his head but my arms wouldn't moved.
I looked up and saw that they were handcuffed to the bed. As soon as I was about to say something about it I felt his tongue start from my hole and glide up to my clit as I gasped and shivered underneath him.
I Started to breath heavily as I felt him lick around my clit and play with it as his tongue traveled up and down.
I moaned out loud when he started to suck on my clit and his hands traveled up my sides and made the shirt ride up until he got to my Breasts. He started to play with them by tugging, squeezing, and rubbing on them as I felt myself get wetter . While his tongue was down there doing magic
It all became to much for me as I was approaching my first orgasm. I once again tried to grab his head again but failed forgetting I was handcuffed.
"Fuck jay!" I softly moaned as I felt my stomach muscles clench and my juices started to flow as he sucked every bit of it up and kept going.
I wrapped my legs around his head throwing my head back in ecstasy as he shoved his tongue inside my hole twirling it around. I arched my back to capacity when he went from sucking to biting down on my clit not to hard but not to soft on it while pulling back.
"Shit shit shit dadd- ahhh fuck" I was interrupted by another orgasm as it was too powerful and more than the first time. I rolled my eyes to the back of my head arching my back even further then it was. But he didn't let that stop him I was in another world when he kept going. I tried to wiggle away but that just made him hold on to me tighter. As he tore my shit up. I was moaning all types of this screaming and yelling while I started to grind on his face.
"Please daddy please!" I begged for him to stop but yet I still was grinding on his face. It felt to good to stop.
"Mmmmm" I felt him say as he sent vibrations up my walls and it traveled through my body.I was having my third orgasm I pulled on the handcuffs so hard they broke and when the did I waisted no time grabbing jays to head and shoving it deeper into me.
"Fuck daddy. Shit. Mmmm" I said as he went even deeper if that's possible as I was in ecstasy. When he figured i couldn't take any more he got up with glossy lips and leaned in to kiss me and added some tongue. When he pulled away and watched me I pulled my finger out and put it down to my pussy and whipped my finger inside it then brought it back to my face and put it in my mouth. Then I took it out and smirked.
"Mmmmm. Peaches." I said then brought him back down to me and pecked his lips a few times.
"That was the sexiest thing I've ever seen baby." He said then got up and told me to come on. " I just had to taste you one last time before we left."
I got up as my knees felt weak and I guess he could tell so he picked me up bridal style and brought me to the bathroom standing me up in front of the sink so I could wash my face and brush my teeth then he did the same as I handled my business. Then we went back into his room and I start putting my clothes on, and he put his on. When I was done, I grabbed everything and he walked my into my dorm and helped me put my things and Solanges things in the car. Then he put his stuff in.
We got in the car and solo was kinda happy and sad that she has to go home.
"Oh um I wanted to speak to Lyndall just to get closure and close that chapter of my life, is that fine with you?" I asked and he looked like he was thinking about it
Solo, jay ,and I drove from Atlanta to Huston in maybe 5 or 6 hours singing, talking, and just laughing enjoying each other's company before I had to leave her. We talked about the memories we made while she was here and what she did while I was gone. Her little sneaky ass. And she fell asleep the hour.
