empty: muke

empty, fourteen

numbers
it all comes down to numbers
i know it's wrong but
just because you know you're colorblind
doesn't mean you can see the colors
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luke went home with a sore throat. he screamed for so long, cried until his body couldn't take it.

why didn't michael want help? shouldn't he prevent himself from causing his death?

he sighed, opening his laptop and searching up, "why are people anorexic?"

there were many search results, and so, he decided on the quora website one. i mean, it's the most reliable one that luke would trust?

luke read it to himself, "people have anorexia as they don't like how they look. they see the people around them as skinny but when they look at themselves in the mirror, it's all fat."

then, he remembers a sexuality education lesson he took once, about self image. luke didn't really understand how that could relate to sexuality stuff, but he went along with it anyways.