Promises Or Lies? (A Darren Espanto Story) (Book 1)

Chapter 15 ~ Pulled Two Ways

Skylar J.

I guess I've chosen JK, but was is really the right choice? I'm still in love with you know who, but we're 3000Km away. I just can't take not seeing him everyday. I guess some decisions are just needed to be made. 

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I texted Darren: 

Hope ur not mad, and never forget, I Will Always Love You. 
Every time u listen to tht song, think of me  

He texted back:

Dont ever talk to me again! 
I never wanna see you again Heartbreak Girl. 
When u listen to that song, think of how much I hate you!

Tears started rushing down my face. The one I love. I can't believe how much Kingston has affected me. It left us both heart broken and I've tried really hard to move on, but there's no way that I can stop thinking bout him and those cute dimples. 

"Oh no, here we go
Hear your voice on the radio
Like every single song is about you, uh
Every sec that we spent
Like cement stuck up in my head
Got me so distracted and confused

Baby, I think I've lost my mind
Feels like you crashed into my life
I keep on losin' track of time
I'm so messed up, yeah
I'm so messed up!

I can't remember what I did tonight
Or even yesterday
Like dude, where's my car?
Excuse me, what's my name?
Someone gave me these clothes
I can't remember who
My mind's a total blank
But I just can't forget about you,
Ooh ooh oh (forget about you)

Think that it's comin' back
Something about the time we had
Wish that we would've been recordin'
So right, super tight
Can't recall a thing last night
But woke up with a smile in the morning

Baby, I think I've lost my mind
Feels like you crashed into my life
I keep on losin' track of time
I'm so messed up, yeah
I'm so messed up!
I can't remember what I did tonight (did tonight)
Or even yesterday
Like, dude, where's my car?
Excuse me, what's my name? (excuse me what's my name)
Someone gave me these clothes
I can't remember who
My mind's a total blank
But I just can't forget about you,
Ooh oh oh forget about you
Forget about you
I just can't forget about you
(Yeah, you, you, you)
Forget about you
(Oh, I just can't forget about you)

Which way is up? Which way is down?
Can't stop this room from spinning 'round
I'm floating high, high off the ground
Caught in my head, can't get you out

I can't remember what I did tonight
Or even yesterday
Like, dude, where's my car?
Excuse me, what's my name? (oh oh ohhhh)
Someone gave me these clothes
I can't remember who
My mind's a total blank
But I just can't forget about you,
(Ooh ooh oh) ooh forget about you
I just can't forget about you (ooh oh ooh)
Forget about you."

Darren Espanto, I just can't forget about you. 

On the other hand, I can't forget about Jk either. Everything is just so mixed up. They're both funny and cute, they're both amazing at singing and they both have amazing personalities. Have I only fallen for Juan Karlos because he reminds me of Darren? 

Too bad. I've made my choice and it's too late to go back. I'm with JK, not Darren. Forget about him, just like how he'll forget about you. Again. It's the second time he's done this to me. I'm officially done with Darren Espanto and all the lies he tells. Was I really even his girl, or was it all for that stupid dare? I just wish we never met again. 

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Wow this thing is so short! Lool. The next one will be better. Just wait and see ;)

Published: July 25, 2014
Edited: May 25, 2015