Faith of God

CHAPTER 18

I smile to make my image more happier in the mirror, Sunlight reflecting in the back side of my hairs, shining with different colour like they got soul. I just want to capture this mesmerising smile for all my life and never want to lose it. Is it possible, Yes, if you follow your heart. I decided to give more time to my study so I can get my job soon. I have to be strong, It will be more easier for me if my parents still have faith in me. I mean now they makes me as an example of failure in our family for younger siblings or cousins. I have an honours degree but they told me that it's just a piece of paper If I don't get a job, You know truth always be bitter so I silently accepted it.

I am still standing in front of my mirror, smiling stubbornly with blurry vision but it soon clean as crystal clear. I feel warmness on my chicks, touching with hands I realized I'm crying with smiling face. How much pathetic it looks but don't want to accept reality. I just want to get a job and leave my compromising life in the past.

I move to the balcony where the sun is shining proudly, making me smile too like It's rays washing all the negativity all over my body and leave me pure. This is the perfect time to start my day with new hope. I lead myself to the bathroom with a towel. Usually, I take my clothes too but now no one at home so it doesn't matter. I'll take a long time in the bathroom because today I'll use all natural ingredients for a bath. It's my rule to use the natural bathing ingredient for three days a week. One more thing that I love to use during the bath is listening to songs.

I have done my bath so now I'm in my room swinging my hips left and right, closing my eyes to enjoy every lyric of '24k magic' song. My hands are up moving with music and a white towel covered around my body. My hairs are wet so water dripping down my neck making a tickle as I giggle.

I move around with moving my hips but stop to realize what I see as my eyes wide open looks like an owl, my legs slip backward but somehow balance myself. My hands covered my mouth, making any scream. I'm so shocked that my hands, legs are at same place no movement like I'm deep rooted under the ground. He is I mean Arayan is leaning against a wall with an amused face. He has a big grin all over his face like anytime he will burst out.

I can feel like something rushing all over my body, rising room temperature. It's hard to make eye contact so naturally, my eyes move down to my hand Oh God every inch of my body erupted in Goosebumps making a cold sensation at the same time. I can hear something so loud in my ears like someone hammering over my head Shit it's my heart beat thumping loudly against my chest threatening to burst through any second. My skin becomes hot but feeling cold sensation at the same time. I'm deeply blushing red, feeling embarrassed that in what situation I am.

I don't know why does he still there so I looked at him shyly under my eyelashes. He is biting his lips as his eros eyes trailing over down my body. He looks enchanting or maybe........drooling that I can't say. Suddenly he makes his way towards me that literally making me chocked. His every step makes the room smaller, rising more temperature. The flashback of that night coming one by one in my mind, making my eyes on my legs.

His hands trailed down my bare arm, his fingers smoothly running down my skin. Two cherries over my chicks become darker like no end. I shuddered from the chill his touch gave me, trembling my legs. He has sensed my collapse over his touch as making his strong hand tighten around my waist holding me tightly, yanking me toward him. His body's scent drooling my mind, making hard to breath. He holds my chin making up to him, but I closed my eye before I see him so close. I'm biting my lower lip nervously, I think this is more embarrassed than the night. I can feel a warm sensation on my forehead, squishing my eyes more tightly nervously.

"You are so beautiful, Love," He said in a deep raspy voice that making my knees weaker. I open my eyes to see him, finding faith in his eyes. His pupils twinkling proudly at me like making me precious.

His deep black eyes have the same addiction to make anyone lost in it. His skin is so warm, making me safe like no one going to hurt me and his lips are so smooth. Suddenly heat erupts over my hand as I move my eyes to hand. My eyes widen, I'm so lost that I didn't realize my hand on his lips. Then move my eyes back to him, He is proudly smiling on me and his fingers fiddling with my hair strands. I want to push him further and tell him nothing between us but I can't. My heart hovers my mind and keeps bugging me to want his touch more.

He scooped me up in his arm, walking towards the bed. My heart is thumping more as we are coming more close to my bed. I hide my face in the crooks of his neck. He made me sit on the bed, taking my small hands in his hand.

"Love, do you believe me? I will never do anything wrong with you?" He said firmly deep serious. My eyes trail to find his eyes, finding the truth what he said.

"I'm going to wait outside, come when you are ready." He simply said, cupping my chicks with his hands and kiss me on my forehead.

He stands, making his way out of the room leaving me on the bed. My lips curl and my hands finding his warmness on my chicks.

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