Absolutely Yours

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Arthit's POV ..

The daybreak roused me up from my slumber, the luminescence and radiant brightness of the day trickled through my plain polyester curtains reminded me of a new day.

Bit by bit, I grudgingly opened my eyes and I couldn't help but smile as I saw Kong's face sound asleep adjacent to mine. Our legs entangled underneath the sheet, his arms around my waist and my head on his shoulder. 

Can we stay like this for always?

My heart can't help but wish.

I snuggled closer to him and breathe him, it became my habit to reach for him whenever I was half asleep. I let my eyes feast on the man I deeply care for. It wasn't often that I get to see him this close in broad daylight for I know he would come up with ideas to tease me If he sees me ogling at him. And even if I have thought of comebacks, he would always find a way to turn my words against me. It's his talent I can never beat.

Even with his hair unkempt, I find him ravishing. His eyes skittered behind his lids, I find it amusing. His mouth slightly ajar, I find him irresistible. I must be weird but his steady light snore was music to my ears. 

We're equally busy with schools and stuff but he always manage to squeeze me in his day. I may shoo him away but deep in me I'm glad to have him around. He is my first thought in the morning and my last at night. It sounds so cheesy but he dominated my mind and he did it effortlessly. And I hate to admit, I am afraid but the feeling I feel for him is strong enough to shake my fears away.

I sometimes feel that he is still insecure of how much I love him but in my own subtle way I hope I was able to make him feel secure. For I am his like he was mine. His excuses to spend meal time with me are the lamest and stupidest but I take them anyway, who cares I like spending time with him. I've learned to come up with equally lame excuses just to be with him, not admitting that I just wanted to see him but I know I was able to send the message across.

I would rather die than admit that I like the way he was taking care of me. I am lazy. He is thoughtful. I felt like I was made for him and he was for me by the way we complement each other.

I guess it goes without saying that I need not falling for I am utterly and absolutely in love with Kong.

As I leisurely gandered at him, I have thought: Damn, he's so beautiful. 

My finger as if it has a mind of its own, traced Kong's eyes as light as possible afraid I might wake him up for I wasn't done yet treating myself of him. My eyes darted to his lips as it moved faintly, I couldn't help but touched it. 

Why is this man loving someone as complicated as me?

I must have saved the world in my previous life to deserve a love like Kong for me.

I better cherish him.

Before I could think twice, I jerked up to put my lips on his - slowly, lightly and savoring the moment then smiled while his lips was against mine, thinking I'd go ballistic if he caught me. 

When I parted, I saw him smile in his sleep. If he wasn't breathing unwaveringly, I would have thought he was awake. Heedlessly, I cupped his cheek and I continued to watch him in his sleep - the curved on my lips plastered.