wow guys I have not talked in a very long time. I am so sorry. here's some things you should know I guess.
therapy sucks dick so much I hate it.
it's making things so so SO much worse.
My mom won't listen to me though.
I have a boyfriend
I haven't taken my meds in a while op
I got my septum pierced
school started
Kyle pavone passed away ( we cane as Romans lead vocalist) I sobbed so fucking hard. he was one of my idols.
Mac miller passed away. I sobbed.
I relapsed a few times. rip my clean streak ugh
September 9th marked the 8th year my brother has been gone. (He passed away) which had made me even more sad because I miss him so fucking much.
twenty one pilots came back
I lost a lot of friends
I'm slowly drifting away from some internet friends
and it makes me s o b bevause I don't do it intentionally.
I cry a lot now and I hate it because it makes me feel vulnerable
I have a cat
my mom won't let me live with my dad.
I wonder if anyone will even read this cause I re downloaded this app and had over 200 notifications from books and such so I'm like woah did people forget about me. I wouldn't be surprised though.
I went to warped tour and got a concussion and had to leave early because I had an anxiety attack.
uhm idk I still really really hatemyself and wanna die.
My hair is sorta growing out.
That's all I think. I'm sorry I haven't talked to you all in a while.
I'll try harder.
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