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Sometimes
The very sound of breathing to me
Is cacophony.

My heart races
My blood becomes cold
And I start to crumble
Crumble like a biscuit.

Fat tears roll down
My cheeks
I shut myself
From the world.
This missing you
This craving you
It is not a good feeling,
Krishna.
In fact
It is the worst
This feeling of dying
This feeling of losing myself.

But I've not spent these eternities
Without learning a few tricks
Of my own.

I lose myself completely
In you, Krishna.
And unlike before,
I could do this
Forever.

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