Did I just say Goddess?
Now that's the thing, Krishna
I just don't know what to call myselfSome say Goddess
Build me gigantic temples
Where my soul finds breathing a cumbersome task
Instead of building me gardens.
They forget
I was always a garden girl.Some say that in fact,
I never existed.
I was the stuff of a poet's
Imagery.
But that has been addressed before.And then
Some say"She was only human
A milkmaid
Just so hopelessly in love with a dark
Rain cloud hued cowherd
What was his name? Oh yes, Krishna
They spent many eternities together
But He never wed her.
Bah! Is this even a bond then? "It does not anger me anymore.
I find it amusing
I go into fits of giggles
We don't owe them justifications, beloved.Don't you worry.
But what does anger me
Is the fact
That I don't have an individual existence.
True, we are one.
We are in fact
Each other's halves.But
When you can be recognised
For so much more than just a Radha
Why can't I be recognised
For much much more than
Just a Krishna?The thought tires me.
I go to sleep.Sleep has answers to most of our problems, Krishna.
Once those eyes close
There is a lot to think about.
A whole new world to go to.
Isn't that why your eyes are
Always closed
In that infinite form of yours?I wake up to the answers.
I have
Never wanted
An individual existence.
I have never
Wanted to be
More than just your beloved.
More than just your soul.There can be a Radha.
There are too many Radhas on this planet.
But
There is only
The Krishna.Maybe
Just maybe
That is why
They still do not know
So much about meEven their bulky books with difficult, poetic verses
Do not mention me.I just
Didn't want to be mentioned.
For anything
Other than being
Your eternal heartthrob.And I go into fits of evil giggles
Again.
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Radha's Krishna
PoetryRadhaRamana, The Beloved of Radha he is. He is everything, in everyone. He is sung, he is loved, he lives. But Radha? ______ Narrated in the voice of one of Hindu mythology's most powerful characters, Radha's Krishna is a collection of poems, an o...