When you have to marry someone you don't love and left the one you love the most.
Youngjae used to love Junho. But now, Youngjae live with a cold-hearted monster. Yeah. Jaebum married Youngjae. But there's no love. Jaebum is just too cold like an ic...
Well.... it's been 2 weeks i haven't seen Youngjae
He left the hospital a week ago. And then he came to our house when i was at Defsoul
And when i was back, i only see my clothes inside our wardrobe
He's gone with the person he's cheating at
I haven't heard anything from him since last week. So in total it's been 2 weeks since the last time I saw Youngjae
I life normally. At least that's what i called. They said my life is changed. Well i lived normally like... Go to work and then drink at home and then work and drink at home.
I bought a lot of drinks and drink it alone at home. I don't feel i like the vibe on the bar and club anymore. Like i need a calm and silence as my drinking matte
Today i went to defsoul once again
"Hi Jb. You look a mess as always" he said smirked
I know Mark hates me. Youngjae is his bestfriend so it's acceptable if he hates me. But i really like Mark's responsibility. He still work at Defsoul very well. Even if i made a mess with the datas, he'll fix it
"Told ya this is normal. Okay?" I said
He just rolled his eyes
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3 months later...
Yeah it's been 3 months
Without Youngjae.
I don't realize things change.
I lost my apetite. Yeah i do. But i have no reason. So it isn't bcs of Youngjae. I used to skip my breakfast and lunch bcs i have drink at night so i think my stomach doesn't feel good that's why i lost my apetite. And only eat my dinner every 7.00 pm
But Jackson exaggerate things as always
Well Mark doesn't come everyday. He came to fix what i've worked only. So he came every Friday only. But Jackson. He is my bestfriend. He came everyday. Lunch with me, bring me organic food that i don't dare to touch
"Dude you are a mess. You lost your weight, your hair is always a mess, you aren't look like a rich businessman. You more like a gangster. I know you are depressed. But i'm all ears. Talk to me maybe i can help"
"Oh c'mon what should i'm talking about with you? I mean i'm fine. I'm totally fine"
"Jb. You aren't lying anyone but yourself"
"Stop exagerrate things. I'm fine. I lost my weight yes bcs i lost my apetite thanks to alcohol, my hair is a mess? No not really. And gangster? I'm still a rich businessman look at my cloth that i wear. I still wear the same clothes as always"
"Yeah a shirt and long pants. But that's not the businessman style"
"I don't get it Jackson. I don't get it. I always do this style. I look like a rich man as always. And now you said this style is kinda like a gangster are you serious?"
"Ughhh!!! Let me show you a picture of you a year ago"
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