"Let's just save me"
"J-jelly bean?! W-what are... S-since wh-when--"
"I followed you i want to say sorry for telling you that you are so selfish. As i wanted to knock the door, i heard your convo with doctor. So i decided to stay still. I heard it all Bbeom-hyung. I heard it all"
"Hey why are you crying Jelly bean?"
"You are crying too in Dr. Sungjin's arm" he lightly hit Jb's chest
"I just stop crying now stop crying okay?"
"I'm sorry... i should hear you i'm sorry. Let's just... well... maybe this is the best for us... to let our son go.. as long as i want to have him... i should let him go..."
"No... there's other way. I know you want him so much, you heard all that i said to doctor right? I can give you my blood... So it's ok--"
"I DON'T WANT TO BE A REASON WHY MY LOVELY HUSBAND UNCONSCIOUS FOR DAYS WHEN I CAN'T REALLY TOUCH MY SON!! When we can't really touch our son. Bcs he'll get an extra care. Inside the incubator, get nutrition injected or by iv. It'll hurt me to see our son like that and nobody's there to hug me. Nobody's there to tell me don't worry he'll be fine. And once... once... we can left the hospital... we'll feel insecure bcs of our super sensitive baby.. and... and.. what if we're going to lost him when i started to love him more, more than right now? This is the best for us" He cried a lot
Jaebum pull him into a hug
"Hey hey hey.. jelly bean... shhh... please don't cry... i'm sad that we're going to lose the baby, but see you sad make me saddened more. You always be my priority, right before the baby's here"
"How can i stop crying you don't know how much it's hard for me. I already love the baby. Maybe you aren't love our son yet since we never keep in touch when i was pregnant untill yesterday.. but.. i already love him i want to keep him but i'm afraid if i'm going to lose him when i love him more than right now. Even.. even if he survived, how about his future? I--"
Jaebum kissed Youngjae's forehead
"Baby... shhh... let's not think about it okay. I'll do anything what you want. Now i'll ask you a final question. Save him or not? I'm ready to give my blood for you if it's neccessary"
"No. Don't save him. I'm sorry bbeom hyung for saying that you are selfish but in this context, i'm the selfish one. You... you don't even think about yourself.. You... you even--"
Jaebum kissed Youngjae on the lips
Youngjae shocked. Like this is their first kiss. Very very first kiss. It's diff than the kiss when they met for the first time which is 2 days ago
It's feel like... Jaebum gave all of his emotion into the kiss. Happiness, sadness, angry, sorry, and... feeling loved
He froze enjoying the kiss. He didn't kiss Jaebum back
But when Jaebum about to broke the kiss, he kissed Jaebum for some second and...
"Youngjae-ah. My life, my future, i give it all to you. It's up to you what you want to do with my life. What you want to do with my future. I'll give you pen to write my future. Our future. If... you sure to write we should let our son go, then i'll do it. If you write we should save our son, i'll do it, i'll save him as a dad and a husband. I will give you anything you asked to me. I'll do anything that you wrote for my future. I'll heard any words that left your mouth. But... i won't hear sorry from your mouth. To me... you are never wrong and you'll never wrong. Okay? I love you. I'll always do. I'm here for you. Now stop crying okay?"
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Arranged Marriage
同人小说When you have to marry someone you don't love and left the one you love the most. Youngjae used to love Junho. But now, Youngjae live with a cold-hearted monster. Yeah. Jaebum married Youngjae. But there's no love. Jaebum is just too cold like an ic...
