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ch16-struggle

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struggle

ˈstrʌɡ(ə)l/

verb

1.

make forceful or violent efforts to get free of restraint or constriction.

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Third person pov

"Can u please step out" the nurse politely said after jungkook lost his consiousness

"Is kookie okay?" Taehyung asked his voice shaky as he hiccuped

The nurse smiled and crouched down to his level

"He's fine, he's just sleeping" the nurse said and patted his head

But the others did knew what just happened

They just saw there brother pass out in front of them

They just saw him losing his breath

They saw him taking in heavy breaths before he fully closed his eyes

They got out as the nurse left to call the doctor

"Hyung kookie will be fine!" Taehyung mummled and said to jimin as jimin smiled at him and nodded

"Ya" jimin replied

As he stared at his other brothers

His brothers singed

Sitting on the seats which were placed infront of every hospital room

Mr.jeon came back raising an brow looking at the brothers sitting outside

"Why are u all outside ?" He asked

"The nurse said so" Jin said

Mr.jeon nodded

"S-

Mr.jeon got cut off by the nurse and doctor conversing

"Doctor! His breathing is becoming ragged again and again!" The nurse rambled as the doctor nodded wearing his surgical gloves

Mr.jeon stared at them as they enterd jungkook's ward

"What happened?" Mr.jeon asked staring at the boys

Jin motioned jimin to take tae away

Jimin nodded

"Tae! Let's go to the vending machine !"

Tae happily nodded and walked away with jimin

"He uh.. passed out and ? His breathing ragged?" Jhope said looking mr.jeon

Mr.jeon gulped feeling worried for jungkook

Ofcourse he is son after anything happened between them

"Oh." Mr.jeon let out

They waited until the doctor walked out of the ward

"Doctor!" Mr.jeon said walking up to the doctor

The doctor signed

"I recommend rest."

The doctor said not trying to explain further because the Jeon family didn't hear any other details too

Before mr.jeon could ask further the doctor walked away

"Can we uh.. see him?" Mr.jeon asked

"He's unconscious, don't make noises it may cause him to have an migraine" the nurse said who was behind the doctor and was gonna follow him 

Mr.jeon motioned the boys and walked inside yet again

"Dad.."yoongi started but was shushed by mr.jeon

Mr.jeon walked up close to jungkook staring at his face for a moment

Am I a good dad ?

He asked himself as he saw his son lying there

He felt worse when taehyung fell

Why can't he now?

Why does he not feel too guilty for this ?

"I-i.. i-its my fault right ?" Jimin said as he sobbed making the family panic

They didn't wanted any of them to blame each other for their well being

But they didn't stopped jungkook for that

That boy was punishing himself

Thinking it's his fault when taehyung fell

Crying

Distancing himself more form them

Skipping meals

Working to hard

"No no jiminie it's not!" Mr.jeon said coming closer to jimin and hugging him right as he patted his head

The other brothers hugged him too wiping his tears as they pecked his forehead

And for some minutes

They completly forgot about the existence of the 12 year old boy lying on the bed

Hearing there words but trapped in his nightmare

His small frame Shaked as he struggled

But will someone ever notice his struggle?