Save Me With A Lullaby [Jackbum]

Lullaby 8

<Trigger Warning : Sexual Assault / Dirty Talk *mild*>

Jackson has fallen asleep, and Jaebum rested back against the uncomfortable plastic chair. He have decided to stay with the other, and texted Jinyoung the details of the day to keep his worrying ass from stressing. Since the cafe was far from the hospital, Jinyoung and Jaebum have to take long car rides. Fortunately, Jaebum does have time, but Jinyoung's shifts made him exhausted to drive for 40 minutes for a hospital visit. 

He does care for Jackson, but the cafe was stressful enough. If he saw Jackson's state, especially when he throws up food, he will literally have a mental breakdown. 

Jaebum concluded his best friend's reaction based on previous experiences, and he kept some details out to not lead Jinyoung coming over with worry. 

Jaebum was exhausted, but he couldn't sleep due to the discomfort. He would press the button for blankets and pillows, but he seriously could not bring himself to do so. He didn't want to wake up Jackson, as he seemed peacefully asleep. 

Sighing, Jaebum hugged himself, his hood up to bare with the coldness in the room. He understood why hospitals were always cold, mainly because of keeping some medicines and glassware at cold temperature, he can't help but think the hospital should at least be warm without the use of blankets. At least, room temperature than being another corpse room hidden within the hospital. 

Turning to face the table beside Jackson's bed, Jaebum wondered if Jackson responded to the person. His 'boyfriend', but Jackson remained unsure. The male was referred to as 'Buddy', and Jaebum would think it was a funny name. But, the messages were disturbing and he couldn't bring a chuckle to pass his lips. 

He knows it was wrong, but he wanted to know. 

Reaching out to Jackson's phone, Jaebum looked back at Jackson. He felt guilty, and he knows it was wrong. But, he wanted to know, so badly. He wanted to say 'fuck off' for Jackson. 

Turning on the device, Jaebum waited patiently until the device lit up with life. Notifications from messages was on a huge toll, and the messages specifically from 'Buddy'. Sighing, Jaebum faced the challenge of unlocking the password. 

It was illegal, since it was an invasion of privacy. But, Jaebum searched up many methods to unlock the phone without the password, many failing until finally one worked, successfully. Sighing in relief from all the stress, Jaebum's was faced with the home apps and nothing else. The home and lock screen were both black and empty, and Jaebum wasn't entirely surprised. 

Jackson doesn't seem the type to have anything as a home or lock screen. He most likely do it to maintain his battery life, leading him to be distracted for much longer.

Jaebum could feel excitement as he went to messages, but his gut twisting at how wrong it was. He wanted to vomit, but not because of twisting guilt at his stomach, but the overflown messages from 'Buddy'. 

"Hey, babyboy. when are we doing it again? ;)" 

"Don't fucking ignore me, i will have to hurt you a little bit more than before. you probably would like it, slut." 

"Why don't you fucking answer?!"

"Answer my fucking messages, you fucking whore."

"i'm hungry, baby... why don't you answer? i am starving." 

"You are begging me to be rough on you, huh?"

"if you don't fucking answer, i swear to fucking god, i will come over where you are."