Chapter 10; the surprise party

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(Skipped the shopping)

Lexi's pov:

Andrea pulled up to the house, we all got out with all of our bags

Jenn: 5 bags
Andrea: 4 bags
Lola: 3 bags
Me: 4 bags

We walked up to the door jenn opened it and we all walked in, it was dead quiet and all the lights were of so I thought everyone had gone out until I turntable the lights on. All the boys and other youtubers jumped out and shouted;

"SURPRISE HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEXI!!!"

I dropped my bags, ran upstairs to my room and slammed the door I ran into the bathroom and grabbed a razor blade, I heard bagging at my door it was Lola,Jc and Trevor. Lola knew what I was doing. I heard them all shouting at me to open the door but it was to late the bade had all ready cut into my arm there was 5 cuts on the arm with my cast on and 3 on the other, I quickly through the blade away, covered the fresh wounds with bandages then put a long sleeve to on before they all burst through the door, I was sitting on my bed crying my eyes out they all fan up to me giving me a big hug. The boys had an idea of what I had done but no one mentioned it

"Lexi are you okay? What happened" Trevor asked rubbing my leg I ignored him but carried on crying

Jc pulled me into a Side hug, my head rested on his chest he pulled me up and brought me down stairs

"I'm sorry, I love you dad" I whispered into his ear

"No need to say sorry and I love you so much to my beautiful girl" he whispered back still hugging me still. When we was down stars all the boys started introducing me and Lola to all different youtubers and viners. I ended up having a really good time better than I thought I got loads of presents that I have already opened it was about 9 and everyone had gone I started to clear up all the mess when I was stopped by Trevor he grabbed my waist and turned me around and kissed me in front of the boys they was just laughing accept jc,Sam,kian and Lola just walked out the room

"What are you doing?" I asked

"Kissing my girlfriend" he said pulling me closer to him

"Yeah I know that but why Are you kissing me in front of the boys? Their not meant to know" I say

"I don't care" he replies before kissing me again

"OKAY!" Connor says as he grabbed my hand and drags me away from Trevor and sits me down on the sofa and then the other four walk in

"Present time" Connor shouts. They all run of including Lola leaving me sitting on the sofa on my own, after a minuet they all walk back in with presents. They sit on the sofa Lola and JC sat next to me

"Who's going to start?" Kian said

"I will" Connor said, the order to give me present was Connor, Trevor, Ricky, Kian, Sam, Lola, Jc

Connor got me new wheels for my penny boar
Trevor; a necklace with matching earrings
Ricky; brought me a new camera
Kian: brought me a microphone (because he knows I like to sing)
Sam: loads of CDs (he only knew who I like because we like the Same people and style of music)
Lola: 2 tank tops, 3 crop tops, 3 pairs of jeans and a pair of trainers
And Jc got me 5 new snapbacks and two bell bars which I loved

I said thank you to everyone and gave them a big hug

" do you want me to help you take all you stuff upstairs?" Jc asked I nodded Sam stood up and started taking things up and yes it took 4 people to take all my stuff upstairs (me,Lola,Jc and Sam), once everything was up in my room I gave Sam and Jc a kiss on the cheek for helping me with my things, Sam started blushing they walked out the room and left me and Lola to start packing things away, after we did I decided to change my belly bar when Kian walked in the room. He saw me changing my bar and started staring

"Yes can we help you?" I said cheekily

"I'm .. It's just so weird" he said refusing to my belly bar

"Thanks" I said me and Lola started laughing, then he started

"So anyway did you have a good birthday?" He asked I smiled and nodded

"It was the best birthday ever!" I replied I finished changing my belly bar and gave him a hug

"Good" he said and walked out. We could here him running down starts saying that he had just witnessed me changing my bell bad and it's really weird. Me and Lola burst out laughing against then Lola took my jacket of and saw all the bandages she didn't freak out because she was use to it

"Your gonna gave to tell them or at least jc,kian and Sam" she said rubbing my arm

"They already know" I said looking into her eyes

"No that's you done it again, why you do it" she said I could see the tears in her eyes

"I will but i cant do it alone" I said

"You won't I'll be with you if you do it now" she said

"Okay I'll do it now" I put in my jacket "I'll show them the ones I done today"

"You ready?" I nodded "I'll go get them"

I heard her walk down the and says Jc, kian, Sam lexi wants to talk to you upstairs now, they all walked upstairs and came into the room before they could say anything I said "close the door and sit on my bed I need to show and tell you something" they all sat Down I took off my jumper and the all gasped. Me and Lola took of all the bandages which revealed the wounds

"I wanted to show you what I done today when I locked myself in this room, I needed to tell you why I done it why I do it I done it today because the last time I had a party was before my mum died so I was over whelmed, I thought that something bad was going to happen this last time and I do it to mask the pain that I feel" I said as I was crying I could see everyone else crying they got up and fave me a hug

"I didn't do this to get sympathy or because I wanted 5 minuets of where it was all about me, I did it because you had a right to know why there are scares on my body and why I do it " I said trying to get my point across

"We know you wasn't doing it for attention, thank you for telling us" kian said

"We can help you, instead of cutting come to us" Sam said

"If you ever need us lexi come to us even if we're busy we'll still listen and help you the best we can. We really do appreciate you telling us it must of Been really hard" JC said hugging me

"It was please please don't tell anyone else because the only reasons why I told you was because Lola persuaded me and you three are the ones I trust the most, yeah I trust everyone in this house but I feel like you lot are the ones I could trust with my lift, I trust you that much"

" that the thing,you could trust us with you life, we will protect you no matter what happens and we will support you through any thing lexi. We love you so much " Sam said

" I love you all so much too" I pulled them all in for a hug including Lola. We hugged for quiet a while then we all pulled away they went down stairs and let us rest. I heard all the others asked them why I wanted them and what I said but the boys didn't answer they just ignored them I smiled then fell asleep.

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