Are you insane like me? [JD x Reader]

Freeze your brain

A/N i decided to make this easyer by writing the entire thing in simple notes and splitting it into chapters yay

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~after school~

Me and JD walked to the school parking lot and continued making our plans for tonight.

"so Ill pick you up in an hour then" He said more as a statement than a question. "yeah"

i replied. "well ill see you then, later!" he waved as he drove off on his motorcycle. CAN WE JUST MENTION THAT HE HAD A MOTORCYCLE. HOW AWSOME IS THAT. i stoped smiling. wow my face hurts. this is probably th first time i smiled for real in 3 years. what was this kid doing to me. well anyway time to walk home i guess.

~home~

so turns out i didnt really walk home i more ran cus i was too excited and scared cus i couldnt wear the same outfit but then what would i wear? anyway i was time to find an outfit... i looked around my mess of a room i dug through my clothes and decided on wearing the same socks since there was no point in changing them, some denim shorts and a black t-shirt with a thrasher logo on it. apparently time does fly cus JD was already here. i ran downstairs and opend the door. "hi JD!" i said while tying the laces on my converse. "did i come a bit early or-" he started but i cut him off "no no its ok i was just struggleing on finding what to wear because i didnt want to look stupid cus you minht think im wierd-im rambleing haha um" i heard him mumble something under his breath but i wasnt sure what. "so [Y/N] have you ever been on a motorbike before?" he asked me. "um well no..." "well thats find basically what you need to do it sit behind me and ug my back so you dont loose balance and fall off or something is that okay?" I stood there blushing and just nodded yes so he wouldnt hear my stupid stutter of a reply.

~on the way to mystery location~

I WAS HUGGING JASON DEAN AND HE WAS TAKING ME ON A DATE. THIS MINGHT BE THE BEST DAY EVER. Well unless we actually start datin-wait no if we get marrie- WAIT no if we have kids That would be- "um [Y/N]? were here!" he said making me jump out of my thoughts. "oh OH im sorry i didnt notice haha.. i was caught up in my thoughts" i let go of him and jumped off the motorcycle "thoughts about what?" he looked at me smirking. "um n-nothing" i looked around to see where we were... we were at a 7/11.

~date~

"were at 7/11?" i asked "yeah i know i doesnt seem like the best place for a date but its the only place i really know" he shurgged. "oh" "anyway dont stand there come in ill buy you something" he winked. what did that even mean? "so i welcome you to the slushie station!" he said in a anouncer like voice. "slushies?" i was confused why is this what we came here for. "i know this may not seem great but slushies are what i need to survive!" (Im sorry for this next bit cus its basically freeze your brain but i changed it so the speech seemed normal) "you see...ive been through 10 high schools. They start to get fuzzy, no point making friends, cus im gone sooner or later, my only thing is i have 7/11 its like it appears everytime im about to dispare. every store is the same from las vegas to boston. i live for the sweet frozen rush of the slushies here. its like i can just freeze my brain. even though its painful cus eventually it all goes numb anyway" he just dropped that paragraph on mei didnt know what to say. but then he continued "theres actually this little poem i wrote some time ago when i started doing this i keep it in my pocket" he pulled i piece of paper from his pocket. "Freeze your brain. Swim in the ice, get lost in the pain. Shut your eyes tight, till you vanish from sight, let nothing remain - Freeze your brain, shatter your skull, fight pain with more pain. Forget who you are, unburden your load, forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road. When the voice in your head says you're better off dead, don't open a vein - just freeze your brain, freeze your brain, Go on and freeze your brain...so... You wanna try?" he was shouting half of it i got really worried. "um JD are you alright?" "Um Yeah."