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Always

It's insane to imagine how much hurt I felt not too long ago.

I would have many dreams about him,
Realizing that it hurt even more.

I wasn't even able to breathe properly,
Crying in my car because it was too overwhelming on my chest.

Wishing that the pain I felt would go away.

Imagining what if scenario's that I knew would never happen.

But with each passing day,
As the sun would set,
My mind began to feel lighter.

The pain slowly, but surely started to fade.

Pain I thought would never leave the palms of my hands.

Til the very end I remained as me,
I remained strong.

I tried my absolute hardest to not let heart break, break me.

Even now I wish him nothing but the best,
I hope he is happy, I hope he is healthy.

I will always have love for him.

(Farewell Heartbreak.)
Em.