Dying Inside

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Finn's POV

Today Rach and Puck are coming to glee today, and talking about them, here they are

"I'm glad that you guys comeback." I said smiling to them.

"Thanks." They said at the same time forcing a smile.

"You guys always talk at the same time?" I asked.

"Of course not!" They said at the same again "Okay, just sometimes." They said at the same time again. We all laughed.

"The assignment from the week is...DUETS!" Mr.Schue said.

"I'll go with Noah" "I'll go with Rachel" They said at the same time.

"Sorry guys but I chose the pairs." Mr.Schue said.

"I'm sorry Mr.Schue but I'm not ready to sing." Rachel said.

"Take your time." He said. "how about you Puck?"

"I can do this." He said.

*After Glee Club* Finn's POV

I was at the hall when I heard something coming from the auditorium when I walked in I saw Rachel at the piano crying and playing something and then she started to sing.

Dying Inside-Gary Barlow

How can I make sure no one notices me
Don't want a conversation with nobody
And it hurts too much to say how I feel
What you don't know, is all I knowHow can I make sure that I fool everyone
Gonna wear a suit and tie
And put my bravest face on
And it's far to deep to show you this wound
No it won't heal no time soon
Nobody knows what I'm going throughI'm dying inside
Who knows what I'm thinking
What I'm trying to hide
Yeah, I'm dying all night
I'm breathing but I can't feel life
I'm smiling but I'm dying insideHow can I make sure
I'm invisible
I find just a simple phrase that may say it all
Cause it's far too soon and not the right time
What I've seen was for my eyesAnd how can I make sure
No one worries for me
Cause I don't need a helping hand
And don't want sympathy
Don't know what I need but know what I don't
What you can't see it feels so broke
That you can't see is how I'll cope'Cause I'm dying inside
Who knows what I'm thinking
What I'm trying to hide
Yeah, I'm dying all night
I'm breathing but I can't feel life
I'm smiling but I'm dying insideWant everyone around to think that I'm alright
Hope they assume I've left the dark and found the light
Want them to think that I don't cry myself to sleep at nightooh, oohYeah, I'm dying inside
Who knows what I'm thinking
What I'm trying to hide
Yeah, I'm dying all night
I'm breathing but I can't feel life
I'm smiling but I'm dying inside

I payed attention in the lyrics and Rachel ended the music crying,

"Rach, that was amazing. Are you okay?" I asked to her and her eyes wide when she saw me.

"Ye-yeah I'm fine." She said wiping her tears.

"No you're not, I hear the lyrics. I'm here for you Rach." I said. 

"Thanks Finn, but I don't need help." She said.

"Yes you need, and I'm here for you even though you don't want to, I'm here for you. I know we broke up a long time ago but everyday since you left I prayed to you be okay. But now I'm here and I can protect and help you. I never stop caring about you Rach, even if we are not together."I said and hugged her and she started to cry again.

"Life is sucks!" She said sobbing. 

"I know honey, I know." I said still hugging her.

"Thanks Finn, you're a great friend." She said still hugging me.

"Every time, but now you think you can tell me what is making you so sad?" I asked.

"It's because life is unfair." She said. 

"I know darling." I said.

"I don't know if I'm ready to talk." She said.

"It's okay, I'll wait." I said.

"Do you want to sing a duet with me in the glee club?" I asked.

"I don't know If I can." She said.

"Of course you can, I believe in you Rachel Berry." I said.

"Thanks, but don't you have a partner?" She asked.

"I don't care, I rather sing with you." I said looking in her eyes.

"So I'm in." She said.

"YES!!!" I yelled caring her in bridal style and took her to my car "Let's rehearse!" I yelled again and we laugh so much. 

Hear her laughing again made my day, she's adorable and I miss her so much. But I know she's going through much, but I'm here to her.



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