poisonous chocolate milk

fear

God, I wish I could forget what you said
Instead your voice is ringing in my head.
I hear news of you and feel afraid
for my old friends, unknowing of your facade.
Please be good, please be great
For there is nothing I feel for you other than hate.
I still worry for what's ahead
'According to my plan he'll definitely be dead'.
Dear brother, what have you become?
Everything was said and done,
There's nothing left for you to do other than run.
Many questions fall out aloof
But my biggest one is, why do I get the truth?
You made me swear to never speak a word
But I can't help it when everything's absurd.
You're the only thing I fear
and now
I want nothing more than to disappear.