Blue Diamond x Female Reader

Part 10

This story has become very song based. So don't be confused about the fact that there is a lot of song lyrics.

I walked to the front of the ship to blue. She looked annoyed and anxious at first but I knew she would start crying when she got there. I sat on the floor by the window, blue pearl sat next to me and layed on my lap.
"This is new." I said laughing.
"I'm just trying to relax before all hell breaks loose."
"Good point."
"I don't think the crystal gems will back down, and I don't think yellow will take kindly to that."
"I don't think blue will take kindly to that."
"None of them would. Have you seen white diamond yet?"
"Not since I was reassigned."
"So 5000 years?"
"Yeah." Blue jumped in on the conversation.
"You knew her before she started changing more. Now she's just abusing her power... I guess she is holding everything together."
"She's wasn't always crazy?"
"No she was always crazy."

We got in range of earth, to the point we could see it and I saw blue starting to cry by the time we got into atmosphere. I started crying too because of the whole blue diamond thing but tried my hardest to calm her down.
"Blue we'll get what we need, leave and forget this place. No more bad memories."
"But they'll still be there (yn)"
"But you don't have to think of them anymore." I sound like yellow. Now don't I?
She just stayed silent and all three of us just blankly stared at the planet as we approached.

Can't you hear the bells singing along
I didn't quite understand why all these memories were coming back to me now. A bismuth and an amethyst singing together on the hill, they're victory.
Can't you see the hero's climbing on
Can't you here the bells

(Yes I'm doing this for you)
Let's go in the garden
You'll find something waiting
Right there where you left it
Lying upside down.

Another faded memory, all I could remember was the faded shape of a gem at this point. It had been pressed down and pushed away so much

When you finally find it
You'll see how it's faded
The underside is lighter
When you turn it around

They were right next to me, or in front of me... i Couldn't tell

Everything stays
Right where you left it
Everything stays
But it still changes

Maybe that was a warning... but what would it be a warning for?

Was this about me changing after the war... being the last one of my kind but trapped in a loop of regret that can't be undone

Ever so slightly
Daily and nightly
In little ways
Everything stays.

But I'm still the same. And now that I can see that there is Hope I know that this isn't just the diamonds responsibility, somehow I felt it was mine....

Thank you
I'll say goodbye soon
Though it's the end of the world
Don't blame yourself
And though it's true
I won't forget you
I'll give life to a world
That's our own.

Thank yo—
I'll —y —d—ye soo—
Though it's the —d the wo—d
Don't blame y—elf
And though it— true
I will surround—
—ou
-I

——an——
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