I'd wait forever (CAMREN)

Part 7

Camilas POV 

I don't usually drink but this pain is killing me so I went the basement and found my dads secret liquor stash and had a one women party

I don't know what I was thinking but I went upstairs and I saw that Lauren was still gone so I got my car keys, stumbled to my car, got in and started it.

I turned on the radio and of course 1000 times by Sara Bareilles was playing. as if hearing the first time wasn't hard enough: hearing it while drunk made it even worse

I started backing out of the driveway while singing 

Back of the room
Looking at you
Counting the steps
Between us

A hundred and five
Little blades in a line
From your skin to mine
And I feel it

Eyes on the ground
But I can't look up now
Don't wanna give it away
My secret

In another life,
My teeth and tongue
Would speak aloud what until now
I've only sung

Cause I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry each and every time
I don't mind, no I don't mind it
I would come back 1000 times

You can make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don't mind, no I don't mind it
I would come back 1000 times
Hey hey

Kiss me goodnight
Like a good friend might
I'll do the same
But won't mean it

Cause love is a cage
These words on a page
Carry the pain
They don't free it

In another life
I wouldn't need to
Console myself
As I resign to release you

Cause I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry each and every time
I don't mind, no I don't mind it
I would come back 1000 times

You can make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don't mind, no I don't mind it
I would come back 1000 times

Again again
I let it go, let it go
Cover my mouth
Don't let a single word slip out

Wouldn't wanna tell you, no
Tell you, no
Nothing could be worse
Than the risk of
Losing what I don't have now

I'm weaker by the minute, though
Is it so bad if I wanna cry out

That I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry almost every time
But I don't mind, no I don't mind it
I would come back 1000 times

Make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don't mind, no I don't mind it
I would come back 1000 times
I would come back 1000 times (Hey yeah)
I would come back 1000 times

I was now on the highway going way too fast but I didn't care 

maybe if I was to die right now everything would be better

I wouldn't have to feel anything anymore

Now I would

Laurens POV

 That was absolutely the worst "date" ever 

I was so bored

"Camila I'm back" I yelled