I'd wait forever (CAMREN)

Part 13

*Three weeks later*

Camilas POV

it was finally time and I was nervous as hell. I was second to last and Lauren was third. I felt like I was going to puke so I texted Mani and Dj to meet outside of the cafeteria.

"Hey. Oh my god Mila you're so pale are you ok?" Mani asked 

"yeah" I answered breathlessly

"I am just so fucking nervous. Especially with this song  I chose" I said 

"well it's gotta be pretty special to make you this nervous" Dj said while rubbing my shoulder

"yeah whats it about" Mani asked

"well...... pretty much its....... uh...... think barry and iris" 

"woah, really" Mani asked

"yeah it's that serious" I said

As we were walking back to the auditorium, I saw Lauren standing beside the stage entrance, I guess she was about to go.

"Good luck" I said

"I'm going to need it" she said 

"I'm sure you won't you're an amazing singer" I said sincerely

I couldn't help but smile as she started blushing

"thanks but....it's....more of the message in this song. I've waited to long camila and I'm afraid I'm too late but that won't stop me from doing this" She said 

"I'm sorry if I've already ruined it" She said

she looked as if she was about to cry and I was so confused as to why she was saying this but she seemed pretty serious. I gave her a hug and went to find my seat.

The lights dimmed and the curtains opened and Lauren looked absolutely stunning

Laurens POV

Whew...it was show time. the lights dimmed and the music started playing

  Does she love me?
She stands above me, in all her grace
I've been reaching for a spark in this fire in her heart
Does she love me?
Is it too late?
Is it too late to stop the flood?
It's already opened up something, I don't want to stop
Does she love me? 

My eyes Immediately went to camilas'. She had a blank expression which kinda scared me but I kept going

'Cause you are the blood I bleed
We've got the whole world under our feet
When you're tired and you're falling asleep
I don't wanna let go
I don't wanna let go 

It creeps in slowly
Stings like poison through my veins
So many questions
So many glances unexplained





'Cause you are the blood I bleed
We've got the whole world under our feet
When you're tired and you're falling asleep
I don't wanna let go 

It's the freedom of falling, it's the way that you smile
It's just a flicker of something that's saying goodbye
It's the thought of tomorrow and the hope it would bring
It's relying on comfort and the way that it stings 

'Cause you are the blood I bleed
We've got the whole world under our feet
But when you're tired and you're falling asleep
I don't wanna let go 

'Cause you steal the air that I need
And when you're near me, it gets hard to breathe
But when you're tired and you're falling asleep
I don't wanna let go
I don't wanna let go  

As I finished I realized I started to cry. I looked at Camila and her blank expression faded, she  actually she looks hurt. I got off the stage and went to my seat. 

I guess I really did wait too long

I zoned out until our principle announced that is was Camilas turn. I focused all my attention to the front and she looked like a goddess

she's..... etheral

Camilas POV

This was it. This was the moment that was going to change everything, but not really. I had a little bit of hope that maybe she felt them same when we locked eyes but I feel as though she was talking about Lucy in that song.

The lights dimmed, I took a final breath. the curtain, opened, the lights came on and it was time.

 I really love your dark, dark eyes

Especially with that charming smile of yours
I really love that messy hair
You get when you just roll out of my bed

But there's one thing I haven't told you yet
I'll love you, even more, when things are bad
You said I don't deserve to have someone like you
I'm only human and you're the moon
I'll never know how to treat you right
Sooner or later you'll leave my side

If I could go back in time
I would still say yes I do
'Cause I would go through hell
Just to be with you

I really hate it when you lie
Especially when you're seeing her again
I really hate it when you say you love me
While you're laying next to her

But there's one thing that will never change
Is the love from me that you've been taking for granted
You said, "Baby I'll change, I'll come back to you
This is just a phase all these girls and booze
Please believe me when I say
My heart belongs to you."

If I could go back in time
I would still say yes I do
'Cause I would go through hell
Just to be with you

I know things aren't looking good
But I'm not giving up on you, on us, on our love
Maybe you don't see it working out for us right now
But I'll show you how beautiful love can be

If I could go back in time
I would still say yes I do
'Cause I would go through hell
Just to be with you
Oohhh
'Cause I would go through hell
Just to be with you  

The entire time I didn't dare look at Lauren. If I did I probably would have a had a panic attack. When I finally looked over she wasn't there. I looked through the standing audience and she was no where to be found. I quickly ran off stage and into the bathroom that was in the auditorium. Students aren't suppose to be in here but at this point I didn't care. 

As soon as I got to it I looked the door and started crying. I don't know why I did, because I knew this was going to happen. it just sucks.

I got up off the floor and looked in the mirror

"why do you have to keep breaking my heart Lauren? and why do I keep letting you? You've made it painfully clear you don't love me yet here I am crying once again over you" I thought out loud

Just as I was about to leave someone came out of the stall, pushed me against the wall and started kissing me. I was abrasive at first but melted into once I felt how amazing it was. Whoever was kissing me was sending chills throughout my entire body. I didn't want to stop, but I needed to know. I waited a few seconds just because our lips fit so perfectly together. They pulled away and just as I was going to open my eyes I heard the bathroom door open and just like that they were gone.

I need to find out they were

Maybe this person will help me get over Lauren

Where ever she is