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What it used to be

My life always used to be head up, smiles, positive, hidden. But that was grading school, high school is so much different. People like to bring you down. Judge you on your shoes what belt you wear, what color your hair is, how much money you have. It never really matters on who you are. It's all money and what you look like, what you talk like, who you're friends with. Sad thing is just like in the movies the bullies are the most popular. You can be the nicest person ever but be the person who gets picked on. I've learned to take it all in but some times it can get to me. Here's some advice, it's better to hide behind a hoodie than to either be a "popular bully" or be the "slutty dork". Words do hurt and it can bring you to a point of feeling invisible and useless. But you aren't trust me. We are all here for a reason. And if you find someone who loves you for who you are keep loving them, that shit happens like ones in a life time.  Find what hurts you the most, what you're most afraid of and make it an accomplishment. It'll be worth it one day.