Why can't I be the perfect child
Why will I never be good enough for your praise or approval no matter how small or insignificant it maybe or seem?
But then I realized nothing I do will never be enough to you
Even if I were to pull out my heart and present it to you on a sliver platter it still wouldn't be enough
And I wonder if I were to replace my brain with the intelligence of a machine would that be enough?
To take apart my body piece by piece and replace each and everyone with that of a robot's then would that be enough?
If I were to serve my soul,pride,tears,heartache,heartbreak,mind and brain to you on a golden platter encrusted with rubies,diamonds and exotic gems would that be enough?
No?
I expected that because no matter how much I try to change myself to accommodate to your expectations
Because I can't fix myself into the mold that you have constructed for me
I can only be me, and the best me that I can be is. Without you in my life I am my best me
-Dw
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
This Mind Of Mine(SLOW UPDATES)
PuisiTake a trip Into my state of mind My past My present My future The question is are you really for this trip? Down the deepest darkest holes of my mind and soul? [BOOK 1]