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I sat up and looked at him. I didn't know how to help because I've said all the shit i could say to keep him calm.

"Come on jah. Lets eat." I try to change the topic.

"Im not hungry anymore." He mumbled as he played with his fingers.

I look down at my thighs, trying to think. I was startled by Jah's hand being placed on it.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked me.

"You."

"Oh yeah?" He asked once more and i nodded.

"I don't know how shit is going to go but I know I'm not going down with out a fight." He sat up and looked deep into my eyes.

"And im going to hel-

"No." He immediately shuts me down.

"What? Jah come on!" I whined, throwing my back onto the bed.

"I care for you to much."

"We just met."

"We just kissed." He says as he grabs my arms to pull me back up to him.

"Wowww jah." I filled my words with sarcasm. He just stares at me.

"Okay fine. I'll try to keep myself safe when the time happens." I gave up the dispute and jah leans in to kiss my cheek.

"Atta girl." He whispers. He gets up to heads to the bathroom.

***

"If i put my dick in you. Would you say 'ah' or 'ooouu' ?" He gets out the bathroom and asks me. I turn my head to him with disgust.

"What type of question is that?" I start laughing.

"A nigga just wanna know how you moan." He takes his towel to clean the back of his ear.

"Jahseh, that's something you have to find out for yourself."

"Then give it to me."

"No." I say and he fake cries.

"I can't take your bullshit. You're so mean. So freaking mean!"

I laugh and he starts laughing too. He hops on the bed, next to me and puts his arm around my waist.

"What you watching?" He says, referring to the tv.

"Love and hip hop." I squirm around to get comfy. We start laughing at the show and what not.

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This shorttttt++ I goofed off on this bc i feel like the chapters is this story been pretty serious.