I Miss You

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Camila had her hoodie on her head, her face slowly started to get wet as she walked down the street and cried to a low song what was playing in her ears.
Her heart shattered in million pieces, still not healing.
She was walking in the darkness and emptiness all around her.
She got in small park, not realizing where she is she saw a car, really familiar one.
The one, she shared so many kisses in, touches, laughs, fights...
The boy inside the car looked to the sea what was in front of them in the distance.
He placed a beer bottle to his lips and she whished she was that stupid bottle.
God, they're both at their favorite place but without each other.
She didn't want to move gaze from him but she did before he even looked at her.
Camila got home and went straight into her room.
Taking a box from the table she opened it and so much of it laid there.
Pictures of them.
Letters from him.
Necklace.
CD.
She took few pictures and looked at them.b
She wished they could be again that happy.
Smiling, holding each other while kissing.
She just wishes it.
Then she took a letter and read it what maybe be a big mistake.

Dear love,

God. You looked amazing tonight, God I couldn't stop looking at you.
Your damn smile, it was brighter than the stars above us.
Baby, what are you doing to me.
I don't know.
Your influence on me.
Unbelievable.
I loved the most our drive around the calm town.
How we enjoyed the songs on the cd while holding hands.
Your soft singing.
I want you to be mine like forever....I don't want to lose you ever.
I think I might love you.....

Shawn.

Her tears fell down as she smiled reading it.
She took the cd and put it in her laptop she played the first song.
Can't Help Falling In Love played quietly.
She gasped a sob, making throwing herself down on the bed.
She listened slowly and as song finished she didn't let nother to play.
Getting up she took a dress from her closet.
She decided to go on a party she declined to go.
After doing a make up and hair done she went to a house while threw big party.
She walked in and found her friend "hey! You camee" she dragged 'e'
"Ariana you're drunk"
"And you're heartbroken, you need to be drunk too, come" she took her hand and made their way to the drinks.
Camila drank first beer and it didn't felt good at all.
She watched around how everyone had a great time while she was trying not to cry again.
She was thinking of him.
Camila angry on herself made her way to the backyard where was half dark.
Where probably teenager were making out.
She wipped her tear from the corner of her eye looking down and she bumped into someone hard.
"God, I'm so sorry are you okey?"
Two arms held her tight so she didn't meet the ground.
She looked up and saw two beautiful hazel eyes.
"Shawn?" She whispered softly and his eyes softened as he saw her.
"Camila" he still didn't let go of her. He wanted to touch her more.
Shawn looked down at her, she was crying and she still is beautiful.
Her lips...he could get drunk by kissing them again.
"God, I missed you" Camila breathed out.
She wasn't lying to herself Everytime she said those words that she really did miss him.
She isn't lying to him neither.
She never did.
When she said she loved him, when she said she adored him...when she said he's perfect. Because he is.
He's all she needs.
"I miss you" he repeated.

A/n: 2am chapter. Sorry it's short ❤️

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