"Worth another shot of whiskey and another sip of gin.another drop of poison that is slowly sinking in. If we're going down together better take another hit.we won't be here forever so let's make the best of it."
Alec's POV
I woke up happy knowing right now I'm with the love of my life .
I just stare at her she's so beautiful. She woke up.
"Good morning sleeping beauty."
"Morning I'm gonna grab some breakfast at I hop want anything?" She asks
"No you can go ahead."
" ok bye."
"Bye."
(Time skip by Alec's beautiful face.)
It's been hours since Macy has been gone and I'm getting worried so I get up and drive to her place.
When I get to her place I see another car there.
I decide to look through the window. What a terrible decision.
I see Macy and Dylan kissing.
I run to the car and drive home with tears forming my eyes.
Why am I crying over a girl who hates me. But a girl I love.
When I get home I slam the door shut and grab a bottle of whiskey.
I drink it like its my last hope.
I drink it likes it gonna take my pain.
I drink it like its the last thing I have in life.
Why would she do this to me?
Then I remember someone who I always went to when I had a problem with Macy.
Lily it's Macy's best friend so I decide to call her even though I'm drunk as fuck.
"Hello"
"L-l-lily! Hhey um can you come over I'm very sad." For some reason I pout my lip.
"Uh well hi Alec haven't seen you but where do you live I can come over."
I tell her my address and she comes over.
I hear a loud knock.
I open the door to see a very se- no no no not sexy um pretty lily.
We hug and we sit on the couch.
"So how are you doing?" She asks like I haven't just called while drunk.
"Terrible." I say
"What happened?"
"Macy w-was k-kissing Dylan." I say starting to sob.
"Aww it's alright Alec I'm here." She says while pulling me into her arms.
I start crying into her shoulder while saying stuff like "I miss her" and stuff like that.
After about a couple of minutes crying we finally let go.
But when I look up our faces are inches apart.
We stare into each others eyes and start leaning in.
Our lips finally touch and I don't know how to feel about but I keep on going.
"You know you can do so much better than Macy" she says to me. That's when I realize I'm kissing lily the love of my life's best friend.
I slowly pull her off of me but for some reason I miss it.
" uhh lily do you maybe wanna date me."
"I wish you said that 2 years ago but yeah." She says smiling.
We kiss again but she decides to leave.
When she leaves I get this feeling of guilt.
A feeling I haven't had since 2 years ago.
A feeling I had when Macy left me.
I start realizing I'm only dating lily from jealousy.
I run into the bathroom and do something I thought I would never do again.
(Trigger warning)
I grab the blade and hold it to my wrist and cut slowly and get faster each time.
I remember the stinging feeling. It hurt but it felt so right.
I do it a couple more times where almost my full arm is filled with scars.
I put the blade down and watch as my blood comes out out.
I put water on it then bandages and then I go lay on my bed.
(End of the scene)
I look at the scars before and all I can think about them is how beautiful they are.
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Kinda but I believe I can do better And sorry about the scene :) (please don't hate me :))
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Please don't go (Alec Benjamin)
Romance"From the kitchen to the bathroom sink and your steps keep me awake." Alec Benjamin is with the girl he has always loved. But what happens after she leaves him. After two years they find each other. Will they fall for each other or will they stay di...
