The love that drains, your love

Suspicious , roller coaster

As the day is just getting started I realize something was a lil off. I wake up grabs my phone to call my bestfriend to come get me , as I'm putting my stuff on my comb had dropped under the bed, I reach under the bed and see panties ,lipgloss and stuff so I instantly comes from under the bed with the straights face ever. So Dj who lipgloss is this ? And panties ? He on his phone not paying me no attention but replies and says "what are you talking about" I said don't play with imma ask you one more time who shit is this, this nigga gone say your friends so I'm thinking like this nigga lying so I asked him like what the number start with Dj says "586" so I stopped and got to thinking like damn maybe he not lying and he got a lot of balls to just up and tell me some shit like this. So I gets home constantly texting my friends asking so which one of y'all was with Dj recently acting as if I was just concerned but really was mad , my friends was confused so after I told them what happened they was mad and confused that I would actually believe him but they was right because they my friends and I should know who I can trust and can't. I started to realize that I was wrong and That i apologize to everybody. I still kept thinking what if he not lying but I had to get passed that it just hurt
Me knowing I just gave him my virginity and I had to find out some bullshit. Dj and I had got back on good terms well if u wanna call fucking and being at each other house back on good terms then yeah, I started to get addicted and started having deep emotions on why I love him the way I do. A month pass by it started to get real....