despair

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"Dan I let you sleep in late but you gotta get up now." Phil calls out.

Dan wakes up to bright sunshine shining down on his face. He was a little upset that he hadn't woken up in Phil's  arms and it made him feel a little cold internally. He blinks a little and sees Phil grinning at him before standing up. Dan groans a little and rolls over on his side.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Do you have to look so sexy in the morning?"

Phil laughs. "I don't see why you're complaining when you're getting the exclusive package."

"No." Dan says and points at his crotch. "that's the exclusive package, what  do you have in there? A rock?"

Phil looks down briefly before shrugging. "I don't know want to take a look?"

Dan makes a face. "What is the matter with you?"
"You started it."

"Just get dressed."

Dan grabs his bag of school clothes and heads to the bathroom. When he's locked in he starts silently fangirling. His crush was literally standing outside being shirtless and attractive as hell with a obvious boner and he himself looked like shit.

One glance in the mirror and he wants to throw up. He wishes he woke up like a ready made meal but instead he looks like literal shit. He starts of with brushing his teeth, sadly he forgot to bring a toothbrush so he put a whole bunch of toothpaste in his mouth and added water with it before spitting it out. Then he dressed in his regular shitty school clothes. Now he looks less shitty.

lots of shittyness here

Phil grins as he walks out the bathroom. "You look good."

"Please." Dan rolls his eyes. "You look better than me."

He always did with his black skinny jeans and red plaid shirt. Dan just had on a blue v-neck and regular jeans.
Phil just shrugs and picks up both their book bags. "Let's go learn useless shit."


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After first period. Dan was smiling hugely. They had a free day even though it was a Monday and Mrs. Simmons suggested they watch a movie. She winked and grinned slyly at Dan as she turned the lights off.

But instead of doing the dirty in the back of the classroom with the lights off, Phil thought it was funny to tickle Dan on his sides every time the movie got sad or quiet. His cheeks were splattered pink as he struggles to catch his breath as he walks out the door.

Phil smiles in satisfaction as he pats Dan's arm. "I'm going to stop by the bathroom, meet you in the next class."

"Okay." Dan nods.

"You have a really cute laugh by the way." Then he walks away.

Dan just smiled genuinely as he walks to his second class by himself. He really likes Phil and he was finally starting to think he likes him too and he hopes he wasn't being to forward with that. He sat in his seat waiting for him to return.

But he didn't.

Maybe the line was long

10 minutes into class.

Maybe he fell in.

15 minutes

He got lost

20 minutes

Ten thousand aliens came and abducted him and-

The sharp shrill of the dismissal bell cuts off his thoughts as the teacher gives his ending statements about having homework and then everyone gets up to leave. It has been a total of 50 minutes and Phil didn't show up for a second of it.

Dan quickly hurries out the class himself. Phil would most certainly be in the cafeteria. When he turns the corner, he searches frantically for that raven hair of his and he breathes a sigh of relief as he sees him sitting alone in his normal spot.

Dan walks over to him confidently and taps him on the shoulder. "Hey where were you? You had me worried."

Phil looks at him with a serious expression on his face.

"Dan, I don't want you to talk to me anymore."

All the color drains from his face as his mouth goes wide open. "What?"

"Or better yet. Just leave me alone for the rest of the year."









i've been stirring the plot pot for awhile now and it's finally starting to brew.

~alivia

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