Dirty Little Secrets

Emotions

I woke up from my nap, and i turned over and saw C/n sleeping himself. He looked so adorable while sleeping. I didn't have anything to do, and i didn't want to wake him up, so i decided to check my phone. When i opened my phone, i noticed i had a few text messages from my Bsf. All she was saying was she and her bf were coming over. I thought it was funny ever since i found out her bf was C/n's bestfriend.
I don't know why, i just found that to be kinda of a coincidence.
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C/n: *sleepy voice* Beautiful?
You: Oh you're up. You look adorable when you're sleeping.
C/n: aww... t-thanks baaaabe.
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C/n sounded tipsy, and i didn't understand why. I didn't see him drink anything. Unless he drunk something while i was sleeping.
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You: Um.. C/n are you okay?
C/n: yESssS babyYyY whyyy?
You: You don't say okay... have you been drinking???
C/n: NoOo, that's fOrr bad bOyys
You: Then STOP ACTING LIKE THAT.
C/n: Ugh, you're no fun babygirl.
You: Oh wow, you thought that was funny?
C/n: I just wanted to see how long you would put up with me, but since you started screaming at me, I stopped.
You: Yeah, i don't deal with drunks.
C/n: Clearly. *chuckles* So, what do you wanna do?
You: I don't know... when were you planning to take me to Hawaii?
C/n: Well, the sooner you starter packing, the sooner we leave.
You: WELL FUCK THEN
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i ran to my closet and pulled out my biggest suit case. i started packing right away.
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C/n: Um, Y/n... ima step out and take a call okay?
You: Yea yea sure

i wasn't really listening to C/n, i was too busy packing.

C/n: Okay.. *steps out of room*
*sighs* here goes nothing...

*dials phone number*

C/n: Hey.. baby
Emma Otp: Ahhhh hey babe! Where are you? Can you come over tonight??
C/n: Um- no. Actually i'm breaking up with you.
Emma Otp: WHAT??? NO YOU CAN'T C/N! YOU ALREADY KNOW I LOVE YOU TO DEATH, WHAT BITCH IS MAKING YOU CHANGE YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT ME?!?

C/n: NO ONE MADE ME CHANGE MY FEELINGS BITCH! YOU'RE INSANE AND I CANT STAND YOU ANYMORE!

Emma Otp: IM NOT CRAZY! I LOVE YOU. IM NOT KIDDING C/N, WE ARE NOT BREAKING UP. JUST BECAUSE YOU LIKE ANOTHER BITCH DOESNT MEAN-

C/n: I DONT LIKE ANYONE OKAY. IM TIRED OF RELATIONSHIPS AND IM TIRED OF YOU. AND NO ONE IS GONNA CHANGE MY MIND. YOU MESSED ME UP SO MUCH EMMA ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. FUCK YOU, FUCK THIS TOXIC RELATIONSHIP, FUCK LOVE, FUCK YOUR FEELINGS AND FUCK EVERYONE ELSE'S. ITS ME AND ME ONLY FROM NOW ON.

Emma Otp: *Laughs* You're lying to yourself C/n.
C/n: Okay bitch, and what makes you say that?
Emma Otp: I know you've been cheating on me for years C/n. I'm not delusional. You're cheating on me right now with Y/n.
C/n: No i'm not. I don't even like Y/n like that.
Emma Otp: Whatever you say, but that doesn't change the fact that i know you've been cheating on me for years.
C/n: Okay, if i've cheated multiple times, what makes you wanna stay?
Emma Otp: Because i love you C/n, i know you find me crazy, but you're the first boy who made me feel like i was something to somebody. I know i've caused you a lot of mental damage and all, but i truly love you a lot. And you've put me thru pain too... when you kept cheating i knew it was me, but i didnt know what to do because that's what i didn't want you to do. I didn't want you to cheat on me, i wanted us to work out, but i know i messed this relationship up.
C/n: Well guess what? Because of you i have multiple baby mamas, because of you i started to drink and smoke, because of you i became unhappy. YOU RUINED MY LIFE. All the words i've ever said to you were fake, you're not beautiful, you're not anything. You're just a crazy ass bitch who needs to be put in a mental asylum for your actions. I never truly loved you after i found out you were insane. And don't try me with those lies, you didn't want me talking to any other females at all, which included family. You're truly fucked in the head. But you don't matter to me anymore because we're over ONCE AND FOR ALL, and now i'm with someone who is sane and makes me happy and is starting to bring my life back together. So goodbye Emma, don't contact me ever again.

*hangs up*

C/n: *sighs* Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk yesss
You: C/n.....?
C/n: *turns around* fuck.. you heard all that didn't you?
You: Yeah.. i have to say i'm sorry for all that.
C/n: Dont apologize for something you had nothing to do with baby. The good thing is, i FINALLY got rid of her. Like for good.
You: *smiles* that's amazing C/n!
C/n: *sighs* I know, sooo much stress is lifted off of my shoulders, it's so ridiculous.
You: But that last part... you're with someone who makes you happy.?
C/n: Yes I am. That someone is you babygirl.
You: I mean, i don't see what i did, but i'm glad you're happy with me.
C/n: You opened my mind. You made me realize not everyone is going to hurt you.
You: I love you so much C/n.
C/n: I love you too Y/n..
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Me and C/n hugged for who knows how long. This was a moment of happiness. There were good vibes all in the air of the room.
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C/n: I think you should finish packing now baby.
Y/n: About that... i am done.
C/n: *LAUGHS* Awww that's cute.
Y/n: Now all we have to do is text bsf/n and your bestfriend and tell them to get ready.
C/n: My bestfriends name is Zaiden. (Zy-den)
You: Ohhh okay.
C/n: Yeah, i'm text him right now.
You: Text Bsf/n while you're at it.
C/n:Don't  worry i gotchu.
You: *Smiles*