Off Limits

Chapter 13

Constantly I feel like I am being judged by every person at school. Every time I get stares and hear people whispering my name. Girls would come up to me and ask me questions.

Not long ago no one even cared who I was. I was known by half of the people at school but not everyone. But I have other things to focus on. Lately my I've been having so much thoughts I feel like my head is going to explode.

It is the day before my double date with Andre. I honestly have nothing to wear and I've been having doubts the whole entire week. It's been stressing me out and nothing is going as planned.

Andre seems so excited about our date. But for some reason the timing is all horrible. I want to work this out but I can't figure out if I have feelings for him or not.

Which is weird. Every other girl at school would love to be in the position that I am in. I wish I already had everything figured out by now.

I need a break. But I can't use alcohol for my problems anymore. I promised myself that I need to stay sober. I can't ruin all the progress that I have made so far. I need to get my mind off of things.

The only way to do that is if I call Mason.

Yes, my ex boyfriend and I haven't spoken to him since the breakup. But he is the only reason why I stopped using alcohol and drugs. He saved me.

I kinda of scared. What will I say to him after all this time? Will he even answer? I shouldn't him bother because he is probably busy. Why would he speak to a girl that ended a great relationship?

I quickly called him before I changed my mind. After a few rings he actually picked up. I was so relived. "Sugar?" he spoke in a deep tone.

My heart fluttered when he called me with that nickname. "I'm so sorry Mason did I wake you?" I asked. I feel kind of bad for waking up and disturbing his dreams.

"You know I can call back if you are sleeping" I said.

"No, it was only a nap and I haven't heard from you in a long time."

"I know and I'm sorry I've been busy lately."

"Hey it's alright no need to blame yourself. I am just glad your at least talking to me. I thought you would never reach out to me again after the move."

"You really thought that I will do that to you. Of course I was going to call but I didn't want it to be awkward."

"Well it's not awkward to me . So, how have you been?"

"Well I called because I been stressing out lately. So, I decided to call you because you were always there to help me."

"What happened?"

"I am going on a date with Andre, but I don't know my feeling for him yet."

"What's the point of going on the date with him then?"

"Well it's a double date with another couple and really want to get to know him."

"I don't know what you should do. Andre is one of my good friends and he's okay. I don't think he is right for you though."

"What do you mean? I feel attracted to him, but I don't know my feelings yet."

"You should go on the date then. Just know I warned because he's not the type to stick around."

"Well then thanks for the advice. Also,
sorry for the weird topic and I know I shouldn't have talked about a guy since we lost touch."

"I never expected this....for you to move on so fast."

"Remember that you were the one who moved away. So, I had to move on. I can't wait for you to come back and we will be together again. You shouldn't be jealous because what we had is history" I snapped at that moment so I hung up.

I thought he moved on from me. The way he took the news when I told him I couldn't deal with the long distance relationship was fine.

Am I really moving on too fast? I felt like it would be nice to get to know another guy. Why is he still hung up on me?

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Hey guys! I know it's been a long time since I updated and I'm sorry. It's really been hard for me to find out some new ideas. So, I am starting something new instead. I will start writing multiple chapters and updating them at different times.

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