Random Thoughts!

In a world I call my own

I'm lost in a world that means everything to me but the more I try to hold on it keeps pulling away from me.
I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
Cause nothings going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you
I just need someone to pull me out of the darkness and bring me up. I'm gasping for air and trying to keep him but, no, it won't go away.
My world is shattering into pieces before my eyes. My cry to the universe is not saving ne from eternal lose of myself. I'm slowly crumbling to a point of no return. I'm trying my best to hide it but I can still feel it there with everything I do. I'm begging for just one thing to help me, but it's lost -taken- from me. I can not see what lie ahead and I can not tell when this will stop but I'm begging it all to end for me. I'm only holding on to this world because I have to amazing and special things in my life that keeps me going. I have tried everything to tell one person but it was never noticed. I know they care about me but they can't see my pain that is worst than the rest because it has gone to my core where I feel the most lost.
I have said something way too many times but it's never understood the way I mean it. Nothing I say anymore is taken the way I mean it and I feel like I'm losing myself even farther everytime. I've tried to say something so many times but it's never heard. Why can't anyone see it as a cry for help. Everyone always sees it as I'm not serious but it's the most serious I've been in my life about something. No one will ever really know my true pain until they seen I've gone and never come back.