I just... don't have any inspiration guys. I'm scared... I'm scared of growing up. The future scares me.
I want to die.
People think it's because of depression, but it's not. I just don't want to live. It hurts to breathe, to exist, to think... everything hurts. I just wish I could have the sweet release of death, so I don't have to think. I just wish to be free...
It hurts too much. I can't stand it. I have to die. Please.... let me die...... why can't I die?..........
