is it enough
to hold myself back
no one gave me clear instructions
if i’m supposed to pull harder to contain myself or to pull harder to free myself
i wish i knew what i wanted because then i would at least be able to keep myself moving,
even if i was going in the wrong direction
i’m living in the way of myself
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