maybe you could believe me if i didn't love you
as you can believe her though she cannot love you
but you don't know that
and you don't want to
even if you did, you would not let yourself
i should know it is pointless to repeat what you will not hear
but i don't want to
and i will never let myself
because somewhere deep in myself
i hope that my only redeeming trait will prove my worth
will prove my love
resilience
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